New Year = New Beginning?

Tomorrow is the beginning of a "New Year". So I guess it would be best to leave all the sorrow behind me and move on with life.
Funny thing, sadness is caused by oneself. They may blame others but actually it is self-inflicted. At least that is what I think. Sames goes for other emotions such as depression an anger.
So yea, instead of dwelling on it, which in my case I have been for almost 6 years now,  I have finally decided to let it go. Its no longer worth my time. Why didn't I come to this conclusion sooner?
Final note, thanks to those people who gave their support and or blessing XD

Wuhooo, defeated my very first MVP today with Melvin ^_^... well he did most of the damage though. Lucky got high priest to revive us XD... Need a tanker. Seriously lacking that.
Other than that, stayed at Kar Loke's house yesterday... pizza!!!

Lets see, about 2 weeks ago I have rebirth another character in RO ^_^. This time it is a high priest.
Other than that, been downloading some anime and movies.
Settling some stuff.
Got back my results. Unexpected XD
Oh ya, created a steam account like 2 days ago. Thanks to J-Y for giving me a beta key for dota 2... though I doubt this laptop can support it XD

Lastly, you know that feeling you get when there is something important you are supposed to do and when you are about to do it, you just forget. Then awhile later, you remember that there is something important you need to do. But you just can not recall what it was... Yea...

Lost Track...

Once again, just because I slept for like 1 hour in the afternoon, I am unable to sleep... curse you rain. Thanks so much for making it such a nice weather to sleep.
Anyways, holiday so far has been good. 1 week flew by pretty fast.
Watched Skyfall, Ted, Wreck-It Ralph, Breaking Dawn part 2.
Downloaded some anime.
Planning to go buy some HK drama... Tiger Cubs for example.
Been playing back RO!... Now priest lvl 96 ^_^... 200 blue gem stone and only lvl 1 lvl T_T. Thanks to Mel for lending his kaho to me. Aim is also to get like 10mil in the process of leveling to maybe buy a sting glove as well.
Also thanks to Yat Hong, for lending his TC. Now I am seriously facing a dilemma on what kaho to get... there is just so many of them =_=... (yes, they provide the same stats)...

So as usual, since I am unable to sleep, I have been doing some thinking. You know... the usual stuff with all the "what ifs","should I" and so on.

One more thing I realize. I suck at putting eye drops =.=... I seriously like miss 2 to 3 times before the drop manage to enter XD. Does this mean bad hand and eye coordination? Thought gaming should have helped with that... =p

Holiday Time

Exam ended on the 21st November. Thanks to those who wished me all the best and whatnot.
So holidays has started for me. So far, its been good.
Dinner right aster exams ^_^
Movie the following night, Breaking Dawn - Part 2. It was better than expected. Slight comedy and some action scene near the end.
Friday, lasik.
Now onwards... no this no that... only time will tell =)

Cakes ^_^

Well, not exactly cakes... crepes!?!?!? 

Bought a few from this Bakery called 'Dreamz Bakery at Kota Damansara. Quite nice ^_^

http://www.facebook.com/DreamzBakery181210/photos_stream

There is another one which is also around that area called 'Winter Lover Bakery House'. I believe they sell crepes as well and also other stuff ^_^
www.facebook.com/pages/Winter-Lover-Bakery-House-冬の恋人ベーカリー/405134259504663?sk=photos_stream

... Other than that, The movie 'Cold War' is quite nice =)

Assumptions

They call a friend of mine the master of assumptions... Well, guess they dunno me that well then XD
As the title clearly states, assumption. Well, in my opinion, if it even matters, it is a normal thing that everybody does. Base on the current facts they have, how little or how much or even none, people will tend to make assumptions on things.
I know I do... I seriously assume too much. Question is, is what I assume correct or wrong? I am sure most people are faced with this dilemma every now and then.

Haiz, so disappointed right now for some reason. With the little time one has, I wonder what others would do if they had like a year to live or a month or even a day?

I heard this song recently by Papa Roach - Scars. Sounded very familiar. 

Was basically contemplating whether I should have gone back in the morning or stay back.
Ahahahaha, to me it is worth it. Always ^_^
... Even I find it scary at times.
... That person is just too nice.

Randomness 19

Have been procrastinating on updating my blog. Maybe I am running out of stuff to write about. Or maybe I am starting to lose interest in updating it. Or it could be because the reason why I update my blog is no longer there. I wont deny that possibility.







Let me see, the past week or so. Finished MKA assignment. My group members pulled through. Started playing RO a bit again. Seem to be loosing interest. Maybe I should wait till I get the kaho. Lantern festival was a sad thing.
Should stop treating people as a means to an end. But isn't that how life is? you use people and people use you. Once either party is done is sayonara.

One of these days la... maybe it will be my last. See how la. Maybe not... Only time will tell.  

^_^

miwa - Kataomoi from Kawaii_YUMI99 on Vimeo.

Been listening to this song recently. Awesome.




Estaras siempre en mi corazon = You will always be in my heart

Happy Birthday to JQ!
Thanks to Mei Theng for organizing everything.
 This helped me keep my mind distracted.

Also, Happy Birthday to Yong Ken! Who is still in Canada if I am not mistaken XD


Lastly, this is a separate thing. Apparently I feel nothing XD. Was not expecting this. Awesome!

~~~Added 8.52pm 5th Sept~~~

I believe I know the reason why I do not feel any different... I have been like this for a long time already. Thats why XD. I wont deny that possibility.

Midnight Hour - Running Away

Awesome Song!

... I have deleted the previous post which I posted it like 30mins ago. Reason for doing that is pretty simple. I have changed my mind. And now I guess there is almost no chance of going back. You know, before you go to the dentist or doctor, or before a major exam or test, we always have that fear of something bad could happen... Well me at least. But then after that no matter what the results turn out to be, I do not feel worried at all. Like a huge burden has been released. You understand right? I mean, to me, there is no way of changing what is already done. So why worry about it.

...Time to maybe not think for some time and just slack at home. Wait no difference. I already have been slacking at home even before this XD



... I can only think of one very funny outcome that can come from this. Its a really long shot for it to occur. But if it does, then I shall rethink it all over again XD

Its going to be a long week. Maybe not. I shall soon know. What do I aim to get from this? I honestly do not know. A huge test. Would the results be what I worked for or something else entirely? Only time will tell.
Anyways, mom is back from wherever it is she went. No more freedom.
Just finished watching House Season 1 1st episode. I find it quite nice.

Today so far has not gone that well. Wanted to go for basketball in the morning, but it rained. As for badminton, the Taman Tun Library is going to have an event / had an event. The one at Taman Megah or Kota most likely full. So end up going to cc.

RO, SinX finally lvl 90 =)
Other characters still progressing slowly.

Tomorrow Liverpool against Man City. I want Liverpool to win... obviously, but I am pretty sure they will lose. Hope that I am wrong.. Hope that I do not forget to watch the match XD

ICBM... zzz... zzz...zzz. I wont deny that it is quite interesting to read about global issues. But that was that. I wouldn't want to spend so much time trying to understand what is happening. I have already enough with what is going on in my head.

Random: If I were to categories the people I know / known, who would fall where? Past, Present or Future? Actually I do not really care. Just one thing that is required some thought... MKA Assignment -.-

~~~ADDED 7.50pm~~~

... I believe that I have just failed my test XD. That was fast. Much faster than I have expected. Does that count? I wonder... I think it does. But I wasn't planning anything from that. But based on the results, hmmm... what can be concluded? tsk tsk... I am seriously thinking too much =.=...

Toradora!

In my opinion, this is a pretty good anime. Considering it is a typical love anime with slight comedy in it. I manage to somehow guess a little of what would happen in the anime. But there are times when I guessed it wrong. But yea, like I said earlier it was considerably good. Top 10 at least. The best part about this entire anime for me is that how the characters expressed themselves?... For the most part where they state about how they are feeling and what not, I felt like it is similar to what I have felt / experienced / seen / heard in life. Maybe its just me imagining that.

Other than that, the short series Sherlock is surprisingly good. At least I liked it. 

~~~ADDED 24th August 2012 at 9.35am~~~

"...I don't quite know  

How to say  

How I feel
Those three words  

Are said too much 

They're not enough..."

 

Why? What? Who? When?

Good question. I ask myself this almost every day. (Oh my, I just learned something new XD). Everyday is a single word and is an adjective, so it's the one that is used in front of a noun to describe something as normal or commonplace. Every day is an adjective (every) plus a noun (day), and it means each day [100% plagiarism].
 Anyways back to the main point.
Why I say or do the things I say or do?
What do I honestly expect from saying or doing those things I say or do?
Who do I say those things or do those things to?
Why do I say or do those things to who-ever I say or do it to?
When will whatever I say or do makes sense to myself? 
LOL!

Anyways, don't you agree that nobody gets anybody? I mean truly understand what someone is thinking or going through? Even if that person is going through or has gone through the same experience in life? Yet, people tend to say "I understand", "I know what you are going through", "I know..." ect ect. To me this is just rubbish... Maybe I should stop being so rude with the choice of words I use. Eg: (I've learned another thing) i.e is not used for listing examples but is used for clarifying a statement. [Paraphrased? but without referencing... so 100% plagiarism XD]. Anyways as I was saying for example - Rubbish, bullshyt, shyt, f**k, ect ect. You get the idea. Back to the main point. Why do people say that? Even when they do not understand? Well, it beats saying "Sorry, but I do not get you" after the person has expressed what is bothering him or her. This much I am sure of.

Most people can accept things without understanding it. Most of the time I am like that. But when it comes to certain things, I can't just accept it without understanding. But if understanding seems impossible to me, or just to troublesome or time consuming, I forgo the idea of trying to understand it and just try to forget it instead. And when trying to forget it seems impossible, if this is possible, I try to make it forget me? XD

Anyhow, what I want to say is that there is so many possibilities and scenarios playing inside my head. Even I am lost trying to figure out which one is real and which one is not XD.
Possible that I am going crazy? I wont deny that possibility. But, knowing that there is a possibility for that to become true, shouldn't I be prepared to overcome it? or more precisely, shouldn't I be immune to it? ie: I have a firewall protecting me against crazy XD... unless I have downloaded it, and opened it using admin and ignoring the warning sign that the file may contain "crazy". I am making no sense now. So I should stop.

Peace!

"You can say goodbye,
To all the things that you have ever known.
You can say goodbye,
And leave behind the life that you have grown.
What's the point,
You try to start from scratch,
but get let down,

You can say goodbye,
Just to realise there's no-one left around.
So what am I fighting for.

Tell me
Is there anybody out there,
Am I swimming through this empty sea alone,
Am I looking for an answer
Or am I trying to find a way to get back home.
Is there anybody out there,
Would you hear me if I screamed or if I cried,
I'm looking for an answer
And just trying to find a way to survive.

You can live or die,
Without the chance to find out what your worth,
You can live or die,
And never find the one that she'd deserve,
You can walk alone,
And live behind the shadows in your heart,

You can say goodbye
Or live and find out you've been alone right from the start..."

Raya Break! wohooooo?
1 week of freedom! double wohoooooo?
Whole house to myself for week! triple wohooooo?
... Nah, who am i kidding. It would be shyt.
Too much free time in my hands. Even now I am already starting to think about stuff. Too lazy to occupy myself by doing something productive. So can't blame anyone for this.
My aim is to survive this one week with the minimal mental damage XD

Sims City 4! I am finally making some $$$. Thanks to JQ for his guidance.
RO, decided to concentrate on my SinX, GC and Wiz.

"I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone...

...I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go"

Mistake?

I think I have settled another one of the matters that  is in my head. Rather abruptly to be honest. Never thought I would just say it like that. Well, I did try to do it the so called more proper way 3 times before, it did not work. So, yea... this is what it led to.

Anyhow, I guess there is just one more left. ahahahaha.
Perfect song that I could think of.


T_T

I have heard this before a long time ago. Practical is different than theory. I knew that. It is not as easy as it seems. I knew that as well. True, is it not? But I never knew that applying what one know is even harder than what I thought it to be. So maybe I will have someone to teach me. If I dare ask and if that person is willing to do so XD

"I remember all my life
Raining down as cold as ice
A shadow of a man
A face through a window
Crying in the night
The night goes into

Morning, just another day
Happy people pass my way
Looking in their eyes
I see a memory
I never realized
How happy you made me...

...I'm standing on the edge of time
Walked away when love was mine
Caught up in a world of uphill climbing
The tears are in my eyes
And nothing is rhyming...

...Yesterday's a dream
Now I face the morning
Crying on the breeze
The pain is calling..."

It is only a matter of time before the past is forgotten. But right now, I am still unable to do so. Only time will tell.

"Something isn't right,
I'm losing faith in everything I know,
what do I know?"

"You can say goodbye,
To all the things that you have ever known.
You can say goodbye,
And leave inside the life that you have grown.
What's the point,
You try to start from scratch,
but get let down,

You can say goodbye,
Just to realize there's no-one left around.
So what am I fighting for."

... Why does the same thing always happen over and over again?
Whenever I watched a movie out of a list of movies which I have in mind to watch, I normally watch those that are like outstanding compared to the others. So it then make the other movies not as enjoyable. Then I would have lost the mood to watch the other movies. After a certain period of time, hours or maybe days later, I would decide to watch another movie again. The same thing would then happen where I watch a movie which I actually planned to keep it for later, you know when I really want to watch it because it is just so goo. But I end up watching it there and then instead of keeping it for later as planned.
End up the movies that I have not watched are those which are just mediocre.
Anyways, adding one movie to the list I mentioned in my previous post:
Catch Me If You Can (2002)
Simply awesome movie, can't believe that only now I have watched it. I mean, when I was way younger, I had this dvd... or was it vcd of this movie. Just never came around to watching it. Maybe I was too young to appreciate this type of film genre if that is the right term to call it. But yea, once again, if it even means anything to begin with, another must watch movie in my opinion.

Life used to be so simple. Humans made it complicated. My mind makes it chaotic XD
A list of movies which in my opinion is a should watch if and when you are free:

Unknown (2011)
Law Abiding Citizen (2009)

The Usual Suspects (1995)

The Double (2011)

Batman: The Dark Knight (2008)

Brave Heart (1995)

Gladiator (2000)

Inception (2010)

Ocean's 11 (2001)

Pirates Of The Caribbean movies.

Real Steal (2011)

Shutter Island (2010)

Taken (2008)

The Godfather Trilogy

The Sting (1973)

The Count Of Monte Cristo (2002)

The Next Three Days (2010)

The Town (2010)

Wanted (2008)

X-Men First Class (2011)

21 (2008)

Comedy / Comedy-ish?:

Robin Hood Men In Tights (1993)

Monty Python and The Holy Grail (1974)

Anchorman: The Legend of Ron Burgundy (2004)

Grown Ups (2010)

Hangover (2009)

I Now Pronounce Chuck and Larry (2007)

Johnny English (2003)

Space Jam (1996)

The Invention of Lying (2009)

Wedding Crashes (2005)

Others:

The Shawshank Redemption (1994) 

127 Hours (2010)

Back To The Future Trilogy

Hachiko A Dog's Story (2009)

Those in "Red" should be like the top priority to watch. As for those in "murky green", well to me it is still good!...there a maybe a couple more which I am unable to recall or am just too lazy to find.
 

"If only tears were laughter 

If only night was day 

If only prayers were answered 

Then we would hear God say 

No matter what they tell you 

No matter what they do 

No matter what they teach you 

What you believe is true

...No matter if the sun don't shine 

Or if the skies are blue 

No matter what the end is 

My life began with you"

Had this weird dream that I was this guy with some kind of valuable information. Then the next thing I know is that everybody else somehow found out about that information and started chasing me wanting clarification using any means necessary. Well, obviously I was running from them. With a help of one guy who gives me advice on where to go and how is after me. But after awhile, he betrayed me and those people who were after me found me and started torturing me. But instead of pain, I felt itchy and woke up XD

Mosquitoes woke me up today around 1.40am =.=
After that I felt too itchy to go back to sleep.
So I decided to do some mosquito hunting. Hehehehe! Managed to kill like 3 of them while I lost sight on the other 3 or more of them...

After that since I am wide awake, so I decide to get ready for class lo... haiz

"What good's a memory
Without you there with me
The morning sun ain't the same
Without you here
You are the summer breeze
The wind blowing through the trees
You make the loneliness
All just disappear"

Pardon my French

Forgive my foul language.
What the f**k is wrong with drivers these days? Red light means f**king stop. If you want to make a turn or go straight when the light is red be my guest. Heck, I admit that I sometimes even do it myself. But a least I do not wind down my window and urge the car in front of me to do so. Nor do I honk the person in front of me. So, again if you want to drive while the light is red be my guest. But don't you f**king people get pissed when the car in front of you decides not to do it. Not everybody is an a***h***. Lets say you were in a hurry, understandable, but still that does not give you the f**king right to honk. The only exception in my opinion is that if it is an emergency. Then yes, maybe then it would be ok to do that... well people wouldn't know though... So maybe a sign saying "Emergency" would be good. If not then f**king wait.

Looking at the brighter side of things... well there is none this time.

My dreams are getting f**ked up most of the time. Just last night I dreamt about a zombie apocalypse =.=...
The dream started as I and this unknown girl finished shopping or something and was walking at the car park area towards the car. We were at this green zone area and the car was parked is at the red zone area, so we asked two guards how to get there and one of them said to go that way and take the elevator down and then walk till the end and take the elevator back up. So we followed his instructions. Near the lift is where the dream became f**ked up. I saw a zombie walking and faster press the lift button to go down. As the lift door opens, another zombie approached us from the side. But luckily we managed to enter and close the door in time. Then we enter back to the mall where everything seems normal again. So we followed the directions given and walked. Instead of finding and elevator, we ended up at a bookstore which looked abandoned. After that we heard a scream coming from the far end and people running towards us. So I quickly look around and saw a vent above us. At first I planned to climb up and hide there but then all of a sudden the vent became small -.-... or maybe it was us who grew. So we looked for another way to get out or hide. Nearby there was this shop under construction, you know with the white boards up and a door. So we entered the area and it was like a dark corridor. Further down we entered into another room and there were like numerous people in there afraid. At the end of the room there was this door which leads to outside. I tried to open it but sadly it was chained. Then a zombie appeared out of nowhere and tried to grab me. It missed me not by much and I quickly slammed the door at its  fingers and manage to push it out. Then I quickly grab that unknown girl who was with me and tried to go back to the door which we came from. Somehow that zombie which I slammed the door on follow us down the corridor (on the other side). So we stopped... the zombie then tried to turn the knob, trying to get in O.O. The door slightly opened and I rammed my body against the door as a barricade while shouting for help. A guy came to help me hold them back while I asked everyone else to quickly escape through the other door by ramming the door down. It worked but the noise they made attracted lots of zombies and they hesitated to make a run for it. Only one or two made a run for it first and was quickly devoured. We all watched in horror as I shouted for them to make a run for it together. There may be losses but at least some will survive instead of everyone dying here. They listened to me. But I was wrong, as soon as they got out, row by row they were taken. The exit was blocked with a hill of corpses and zombies. While me, the girl and the guy watched in horror, somehow the zombies from behind the door appear above us and that was when i woke up... well just after I manage to see a zombie at the exit smirking at us... to be more precise, smirking towards me =.= 

... The last 5 days, 2 nightmares and 1 sick dream -.-... something is wrong with my head. What happened to all the creative happy dreams?

Baby, I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do, I'll wait for you

The past 5 days or so,
Finished The Hunger Game series 'Catching Fire' and 'Mockingjay'. Around 1 day for 1 book.
Then followed by Bartimaeus book 'The Amulet of Samarkand', 'The Golem's Eye' and 'Ptolemy's Gate'.Also around 1 day for each book.
How nice it was for me to sit back and just read. Can't remember when was the last time where I read so many books consecutively.
 Now I have started with 'Deception Point' which I bought quite some time back but never had the urged to read it. But I will take some time with this book since classes have started again. So far the subjects I am taking this sem seems to be a little more troublesome than the previous 3. Wrong combination of subjects maybe? Or maybe I will just need to put in a little more effort XD

Lastly, congrats to those who finished their exams. Happy holidays and all the best to those who are still having theirs. 

"Just a smile and the rain is gone,

Can hardly believe it (yeah)...

...I was lost in a lonely place
Could hardly even believe it (yeah)
Holding on to yesterdays
Far, far too long..."

 

Finished reading the 1st book of Bartimaeus... or was it the last book which was a prequel? Anyways, that book was pretty nice as well. Thanks to Kar Loke for lending it to me as well. Can't wait to read the other 3 which you also lent to me.
Bought the 2nd book of the Hunger Games 'Catching Fire' hope it is as good as the first book. If its better then even better ^^

Been quite some time since I last went to cc, so this morning was pretty fun ^_^
Sorry to my teammate in SC2, I am really bad at that game. Unable to macro XD. So basically he 1 man show against 3 people. He put up a very good fight though in the last game. Also played L4D2 and CODMW3 for a short while =)

Can't wait for Batman: The Dark Knight Rises! really do hope it does exceed my expectations since the previous one to me was just to awesome.

Also, I watched this awesome movie, The Shawshank Redemption (1994).Old movie but I really find it good. Didn't even felt like watching it a year or two back when it came out in astro, but after my dad and sis said it was good, I decided to watch it 2 days ago and I agree with them.

Hmm, now for the down side of things. Holiday is ending for me. Next week class starts.

 Ending things on the bright side:
"Don't make promises you can't keep.".... ""But those are the best kind."... The quote sounds and seems pretty true to me. 

The Great Pretender:

My need is such I pretend too much

...Too real is this feeling of make-believe  

Too real when I feel what my heart can't conceal

...I seem to be what I'm not, you see 

I'm wearing my heart like a crown

Last couple of days...
Finished reading Darren Shan - Larten Crepsley Saga 2nd and 3rd book. hopefully Kar Loke will buy the 4th book and final book so that I can borrow from him XD
Also finish reading the 1st book of Hunger Games. Awesome book ^^. Even after watching the movie, I still find the book to be very addictive. I wanted to read a couple of pages before I go to bed two nights ago but ended up finishing the remaining two thirds of the book XD. Well the same goes for the 3rd book of Larten Crepsley Saga. Wanted to read the starting few pages but ended up finishing the whole book XD before I go to bed.

Other than that, hmm, Teck's birthday today... so Happy Birthday to him. Thanks very much for lending me your ps3 games. Appreciate it.

Also, I finally manage to rebirth in RO. Though I took around 1 week longer compared to Yat Hong to rebirth but I am still content with myself. 1 of my dreams when I was back in like standard 6 has finally been achieved ^^.
Lastly, thank you Pris for telling me the website to download drama. Have not checked it out yet but I will soon ^^

Bangkok

Matcha... Way better than Starbucks and Baskin Robbins!

 

Johnny Depp!!!

Nicolas Cage!!!

Spider Man

Jim Carrey ^^

Will Smith =)

Albert Einstein

George Clooney

Steven Gerrard!!! ^^

Doraemon

Mos Burger =)

                                         
                                      

Pork Burger

Chicken and ham pie??? ^^

Guess that is all... ^_^
First thing I did when I returned. RO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 3 days without it was seriously saddening.                  

3 in 1

If you are thinking about Nescafe 3 in 1 instant coffee of other 3 in 1 powder packet drinks you are mistaken here. I am just taking this opportunity to wish 3 people "Happy Birthday" since their birthday if I remember correctly is today, tomorrow and the following day. So kill 3 birds with one stone ^_^

I wish them all a Happy Birthday, 

Have a great day on your special day,
All the best in your studies/work,
Live a great life and meet great people like yourself,

and no matter how long as past, though our skin may be all wrinkled and stretchable, stay young at heart.
A Happy Happy Birthday to these three people whose name I am unable to remember XD

By Stevie Wonder =)

Ous! exam is over. Holiday time.
Aims:

1) rebirth in RO

2) enjoy doing nothing. People say doing nothing is meaningless and its not fun. But holiday to me means being able to do anything anytime or nothing at all.
3) Finish Gintama Season 5. Btw, my new favourite quote so far "I have been on standby the whole time" XXDDDD

4)Start and finish Guilty Crown =)

5) Organize around 2 cc events.

... that is all I have planned for my 3 weeks hols!
Other than that, finished Chuck ^_^. Season 1 and 2 was good. Season 3 was average. Season 4 slighty improved I guess and for Season 5, well not bad I would say =)

Went to Taylors today for a family carnival... overpriced food XD. More people than I expected.

Took this from Yee Shuen's blog =)



... I also find it so true. 

Chucky!!!

No, not Chucky from Child's Play. Well, not even Chucky to begin with. That movie honestly scared the heck out of me. A huge pillow in front of me and my sound proof method where my finger is shoved deep into my ears while I hum "lalalalala". Anyways, actually it is the series Chuck ^_^
Thank you so much to the kind soul who passed this awesome series to me! Though it may be a bad time for me to start watching but it personally, I find it totally worth it ^_^ quite a lot of hot chicks XD

Other than that, created a Bard in RO. Not bad, but would need team mates I guess. My Sin almost lvl 97!

Lastly, I have to apologize to two people for calling a certain quote? or saying? rubbish. Please accept my utmost sincere apology.

~~~~~ADDED 23/6/2012 1.25am~~~~~
I really hate these nights where I have trouble sleeping =.=
Mind and body tired. But as soon as I lie on the bed, though my body is still tired, my brain finds some kind of backup generator or something and powers up again. And today, I believe I finally know what it is that I need for this to end. Permanently if possible but I know that is impossible because something else will just find its way into my head and cause chaos again. Anyways, I will just worry about that if and when the time comes. Back to the issue on hand, I am pretty positive that I am looking for 2 things. 1st is answers to the questions in my head which I know its almost impossible. 2nd is closure. Somehow I manage to settle 2 of the 4 identified. I am pretty positive that if I had the opportunity, I could settle the 3rd one quite easily. As for the 4th one, well it has been hard. For some unknown reason I believe that I will need to find the answer to my questions and only then will I be able to settle it...
... Blame yourself eh... maybe its not rubbish after all. 

Old Habbits Die Hard...

Feeling the urge to stalk people on fb again... so yea, before that becomes reality, the best solution is to deactivate fb ^_^
Once there was a problem about to occur, now problem prevented... temporarily.

Manage to stop playing dota ^_^ but that got replaced by RO XD. Really missed this game. Reason why is because I aim to rebirth my character. Something which I never manage to do while I was playing the original one. Never even manage to reach 2nd job lvl =(. Well I play less now, just vote, do quest and maybe farm for like 30 mins or so then that is about it. Maybe after exam then I will hardcore leveling.

I'm am one who easily gets distracted, especially when it comes to studying XD...

I believe I know most of my flaws, but I'm just to lazy to bother to change or work on them.

I still bite my nails, but very rarely...

Still clean my nose when showering.... the more direct term is dig.

Am still thinking about all the useless stuff such as the what if bla bla bla...

Still slacking off... Some people say it takes something bad to happen to oneself before that person is willing to make the change. Sound pretty true in my situation XD Maybe if i fail all 4 papers then I will start studying from the beginning of the semester instead of waiting till 3 to 4 days before exam starts XD 

There is only one blog which I am into now which is Yee Shuen's one ^_^  but she has not updated hers for 2 weeks or so... Other than that I guess Mag's blog since she browse through mine, so I shall return the favour =)... I believe in returning what I think you give or do to me. People say, in life you reap what you sow or something like that? and do to others what you expect them to do to you. So if I am willing to say the things I say or do the things I do, I would not mind others doing the similar thing. I find it reasonable enough. 
Almost forgot, I like to jump to an early conclusion most of the time on certain things. And as time progresses, I would like to see how what I have expected to be true or not.

Oh ya... ... bullocks I forgot what I wanted to add on. I hate it when a sudden surge of an idea comes into my mind and when I am about to express it, it just fade as fast as it came XD. Then when the appropriate moment has passed, only then I remember what it is I thought of XD.

Bored

Tagged by Chia Kuui in facebook... though exam is near but a break every now and then is ok =)... So I have decided to do it. Here it goes:

Starting time: 6.40pm
Name: Marcus Ong
Shoe size: 11 or 12?
Hair Type/Colour: Medium length, Black
Eye Colour: Dark hazel brown? very close to black...
Piercings: No
Height: ~181cm
What are you wearing now?: Purple round neck shirt, stripes short
Where do you live?: Sunway Damansara
Favorite number: 7
Favorite month: Every month I guess
Favorite breakfast: Dunno, its the company that makes the food great

-Have You Ever-
Broken a bone: Nope... pretty sure not
Fallen for a friend: Definitely
Fallen for a guy/girl in a short period of time:
Guy: Nope
Girl: Yes...
Swam in the ocean: Err, yea...
Fallen asleep in school: Definitely
Broken someone’s heart?: Maybe... But quite unlikely
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: ... Stupidly
Been cheated on: In what sense?... maybe

-What-
Your room like: Square room. Pretty messy...
What is right beside you?: Books 

What is the last thing you ate?: Pizza slice

-Ever Had-
Chicken pox: Yes
Sore throat: Yes
Stitches:Yup
Broken nose: Nope

-Do You-
Believe in love at first sight?: Err, I don't believe in it... but I believe its possible.
Like picnics?: Seems nice in movies...

-Who-
Did you last yell at?: Mother!!!
Who was the last person you danced with?: Myself XD
Who last made you smile : Chen Wei Mae

-Final Questions-
What are you listening to right now?: Glee? and myself typing
What did you do today?: Woke up, college, study, play, drive, watching tv, eat, saw this thing and now doing it.
Are you the oldest?: Nope
Indoors or outdoors?: Now indoors

 
-Today did you-
Talk to someone you like?: Nope, don't like my college mates yet
Kiss anyone?: Ahahaha, nope
Sing?: Yes, 'How Great Is Our God' and 'Consuming Fire'
Miss someone?: Always
Eaten yet?: Obviously...

-Last person who-
You talked to on the phone?: Derrick
Went to the movies with?: Myself
You went to the mall with?: Myself
Who cheered you up?: Barney Stinson (HIMYM) / Neil Patrick Harris

-Have you-
Been to Mexico?: Nope
taichou add on- been to japan?: I wish!

-Random-
Have a crush on someone: Yup,
What books are you reading now?: Business Law XD and ' And Thereby Hangs A Tale'
Best feeling in the world?: Peeing after holding a full bladder XXDDD
What's under your bed?: The boogie man... ... ... Dust!!
Favourite place?: No where in preference... its the company that makes the place nice.
Who do you really hate?: Used to have. But no more I guess.
Do you have a job?: Nope
What time is it now?: 6.54pm

Was asked to tag 15 people once done... So yea, those who sees this and is honest enough then do it. At least then I know you read this blog once in awhile ^_^

Just got back from Penang with my mom and relatives... Yea, exams is on 18th and here I am coming back from "holiday"... haiz, waste of my time. Well, to be honest, its not like I would have studied also if I decided to stay home instead of going XD
So yea, the overall trip was good. Went around eating this and that. Pretty good food I guess. I wouldn't say its super good or a must try type of food. But if you are ever in Penang then yea...
I am pretty picky with food. Or maybe I expect too much from it since in my opinion, people tend to oversell things. For example "this is so very nice", "that is so nice", "must try this", "must try that". So most of the time I get disappointed or it does not meet my expectations.
So far there are only 2 things which I say is very nice. 1st is the pork noodle in ss15, but the last time I tried it which was about 2 months ago, the soup was less tasty. 2nd is the chicken and ham fried rice from Dragon-i... but sadly they removed it =(... they are not ranked as 1st and 2nd.
So yea, that is basically what we did in Penang. Drive here and there, eat this and that.

I guess blogging has become somewhat outdated with the people I know. Or maybe they are just too busy. Well either way, I will just keep on crapping about this and that whenever I feel like it ^_^

The saddest part of the trip...
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Seriously I find it very sad...
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I missed 3 days of RO. My voting points T_T

I feel like life is a real bitch XD
So unpredictable.
But yea, had a good time today. Happy Belated Birthday to Abby. Yes, I did not wish her yesterday but I paid for her tickets so yea...
Also, I am feeling pretty happy and somewhat sad at the same time now. Also the feeling of anger and a peace of mind. Such contradiction is nothing unusual.
Maybe next week I will be able to settle one last thing before exam. Maybe then I will be able to have a clear mind... or maybe that will do shyt to my mind XD

Got my baby chick hat in RO ^_^ so happy.
"Hey, take a chance in life. Who knows, it may surprise you." (Surprise in a good way... maybe bad XD)
~~~~~Added 4/6/12, 9.40pm~~~~~
Forgot to mention something about yesterday morning (Sunday). Well, arrived at church late (better late than never right?). And there was this interesting speaker/preecher from Jordan or something like that? Anyways, the way he conveys the message was like I mentioned earlier, interesting. In short he was funny. "What to do when you are in a sinking boat with a sleeping Jesus" XXDDD
Maybe it was just me but I felt that the sermon was relating to my current situation. Also the part where the call forward those who needed help in certain areas... yea, it felt like that relates to me to.
Ahahahaha, maybe it was just because he caught the audience attention and mine as well from the very start. Anyways, I head this song from Jason Mraz a couple of weeks ago "I Won't Give Up". Nice song =)

Finish reading a book titled 'Who Moved My Cheese?'. Simply yet pretty interesting.
Then I borrowed my aunt's 'Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus' book. Started reading the first two chapters and I am already like nodding my head in agreement with the contents in the book. Though I find this book quite interesting, I somehow fing myself unable to read more than a couple of pages in one go.

Other than that, I have reached lvl 95 in RO ^_^ "ous!"
Assignments all completed. Was not called out for plagarism. "Phew"
Exams in 2 weeks + < 3 weeks time.
Feeling the need/urge to settle some things. Hopefully once and for all. A peace of mind is all I ask for ^_^
... Will have one huge pile of clothes to iron, fold and hang tomorrow 0.0
Thats about it I guess. Till next time.

Believe I did something really stupid today.Guess I must use back normal people terms. 

Went to friend's place yesterday. Found out that my limit is 2 cans XD

Mom seems mad cause I told her I will be back late XD

Wash car later at 4am?

So now play RO XD

 ^_^... One day when everything is prepared, I will do it seriously.

Yesterday went to Yu Beng's house for bbq as a favor to him. It went pretty well, but there was some trouble starting the fire. Needed Yu Beng's mom and dad to come and show us their skills then only it started. Thank you very much to them. Without them the fire would not have started and there would be no bbq till who knows when. Sadly some people went back before the cake cutting =(

Then today, finally went for basketball after like 3 weeks of "deciding not to go". The weather was pretty hot though. But looking at the bright side, I was surprise that those who said they will go for basketball at the party really did go. I thought that they would have like overslept. Then after basketball, went to watch movie with Yu Beng. Before I forget it was good to see Yu Beng and Leon again. Its been quite some time but they are still the sick bastards like when I last saw them XD

Well, I guess I got to start doing my DSM assignment. Due date on Monday and I have not started on my part. Hope I will not pull down my group other 2 members.

Mother's Day

Plans for today...
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RO!!! XD

Leave Out All The Rest

Life is so unpredictable.

Anything can happen.

Just the other day, played futsal with some friends. 

Just yesterday watched Avengers.

Just this morning ran an errand,

And just only I heard the saddening news.

To be honest, to me, no f**k was given...

But it makes me wonder, what if?... the same what if as before.

Where ever you are, find peace.

The perfect song which I can think of right now...

pictures is worth a thousand words ^_^

... Been playing Ragnarok again ^_^ But then now I am a little addicted to it =.= Assignment have been piling up and all I do is play RO... Never study also... 

Movies that I recently watch was Battleship... and Avengers!!! 

Now back to RO again -.-

Next week I have got 1 week off ^_^
... joyous occasion? not really. Will have some assignment to do. But other than that, should be pretty good =)
Well anyways, today I went to change my license from P to D!!! The JPJ office is literally right beside the Taman Jaya lrt station. Josh, Mel and I walked passed it all the way down then had to turn back. Don't know how we missed the sign (*face palm).
Went in, took the license size photo. Rm10 for 8 pieces. Quite cheap right? Then went to the building beside it and waited for my turn. There was like 25 people before me but it took like 10 minutes tops and it was already my turn ^_^... But mana tahu, when I sit down, the lady told me that can only renew the license 6 days before expiry. I was like, (*????)"isn't now the 13/4". She was like "Yes, but your license expire on May 13th"... SWT =.= (*another face palm)
... Nvm, at least now I know where and what to do.
So after that we went to Amcorp Mall. Fuyoh, the army shop there though its small but quite nice wei. Also, finally went to that bookstore called Bookexcess ^_^Thanks for introing. The prices for the books there are like... (*banging head to the wall)...

I bought like 6 books for RM120. I was like wtf!!! as cheap as the book fair I went to at KLCC last year =.=

... for the past 2 weeks (mon-thurs) leave house at 7am, come home at around 9pm - 10pm.
Now, no more block lecture already so feel slightly more relax.
Haiz, my business law online quiz. 7,8,9. Then the 4th one 3 =.=
Financial Planning, kena marah... but at least I somehow manage to get a P1 for the FP class test. Phew. Expected a F2 or F1 at most.
So now left DSM test this coming thurs, FP presentation either next week or the following week and lots of assignments.

Driving lisence, where to go to get it changed to D?
Ron 97 went up by 10 sen I think.
Wednesday public hol, come go do something.
Finish watching Highschool of The Dead, not bad... the thing which is not to my liking was the ecchi part... or is that call harem?

Went for basketball in the morning today... heard from Yat Hong that tonight is Earth Hour.
Came back, wathed Dumb and Dumber (1994) Staring Jim Carey and Jeff Daniels followed by Dumb and Dumberer: When Henry Met Lloyd (2003)... pretty funny movie ^_^
Then I took a nap which seem to last forever. Woke up and HBO is like showing so many nice movie. Just finish Back To The Future, then after that is 13 Going On 30. Used to love that show, then followed by Trading Places. An old movie but still good. After that is Little Fockers, then Red and followed by Sanctum and after that Syriana starring Geroge Clooney.

Done my market research assignment. But its short of words... Dunno what else to write. Dont even know if what I wrote is correct or not.
Next week, do FP and study DSM

Yesterday was how should I put it in one word?... Terrible.
Went for financial planning test and was like OMG!!! (part A) objective pretty hard, (part B) fill in the blanks for me was the easieast and (part C) the subjective part no need to say. For part C its like we learn A, then come out A++ =.=... Overall die already. Then after test we were told that block lecture cancel... swt

Today was both good and bad.
Morning, went for brunch at ss15. Pork Noodles =)... Abby intro to a new bread shop which I never knew existed while I was studying in Taylors Subang campus... never even knew it existed when I was still living in subang... maybe it wasn't build back then... RT Pastry House near Public bank. The cakes there are pretty nice. Not that expensive as well compared to Secret Recipe. The bread which I bought for me was average only... but I got my money's worth.


Then my laptop got problem again. This time it is not the screen but the charger or the socket. Unable to charge my laptop so do not have the picture of the bread I took.
So end up sleeping for like 2 hours instead of doing my assignment while waiting for block lecture. Woke up at 3.40pm and was so blur until I looked at the time, and went to lt20. Went in and look around and I was like, who the heck are these people... Sat down for like 5 minutes still eating the bread I bought and I saw the lecturer come in. I was like, new lecturer???... Then I turn around and ask a random person. 'This is not financial planning right..." and I left. FP was at 6pm... Went in and all he did was talk about the test which we jsut did yesterday and was like we should have been prepared and whatnot. after 45 minutes he ended the class. We all were like WTH!!! we stayed and waited for 8 hours for the block lecture and this was all he had to say??? Did not even give us back our test results as planned. What he said today could have been said yesterday =.=

So went to the lake to blow off some steam... fed the fishes and duck some of the bread... then the graduates of something started screaming -.-... disturb my peace only. So went to have a drink and that is when I got received a good news from Pn.Azlina ^_^

Anyways, is what I do really wrong / that bad? I honestly do not see what is wrong with my principles. My choice right?

On Monday went to a sports warehouse... not bad.

Tuesday, decided to stop dota.

Today, ended up going for a talk due to not enough people. So lecture was cut short.

Tomorrow, prepare for MR presentation?... lunch with Yu Beng

Friday, movie

Saturday bb,

Sunday, movie

Monday 10 to 6 MR and FP!?!?!?!? (8-10am lecture, 6pm block lecture)

Tuesday Law presentation and MR presentation

Wednesday FP class test

Thursday 10 to 6 do what???? (8-10 lecture, 6pm block lecture)

OUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Short update...
Went to Putrajaya on Thursday with JQ, Melody and Yenn Shuang. Thanks to JQ's friend Melody for being so kind to allow a stranger join in. Sadly did not manage to ride on or see the hot air balloon =(. Also saw a forever alone t-shirt. Wanted to buy it but then it rained and I forgot T_T

Can't wait for The Walking Dead Season 3 (next Friday?). Spartacus: Vengeance is good ^_^. Castle Season 4 also so far so good. How I Met Your Mother ^_^ and Glee Season 3 seems ok =)

The movie Limitless is a good movie. The movie 127 Hours seems to be good... I want to watch A Simple Life.

Assignments have started but too lazy to do them.

Lastly, thank again to Farhana for lending me her Dynasty Warriors 7 ^_^

Gladiator!

Yes, Gladiators!
Awesome right? Movies such as Gladiator and Spartacus. Seeing them fight in the Colosseum in movies. But this time I am not talking about the movies but the talk/boot-camp called Awaken The Gladiator in You. Normally, I would not bother to attend this kind of thing. Cause I believe it is a waste of my time and effort. Dunno what was wrong with me in the morning. Maybe cause I just woke up and my friend ask me to attend so I just said yes without knowing what I got myself into XD.

Can you imagine from 8am to 10pm -.-... how la to survive for 14 hours. But yea, overall to be honest it was a pretty good experience. Much better than I have expected it to be. There was a couple of talks in the morning, with some short activities in between, followed by a major activity later. Met some interesting people and manage to hear some interesting things. Some of it was common sense, but most people would not have figured it out.
So yea, my advice is, if you have time to spare, you should get a couple of your friends and attend the next event. 3 friends would be more than sufficient =)

... Sadly no pictures.
Other than that, my iphone keeps on restarting itself -.-... I think I got to reformat (restore) it again =(

Lastly, thanks to the gladiator thing, I missed bb in the morning and also The Liverpool against Arsenal match. By the time I reached home it has ended. Sad that Liverpool lost =(

Bad Day

As the title states... could this day be any worse?
Of course it can. But touch wood and hope it doesn't. Actually it is can this night become any worse. Since all the bad stuff started at night around 8.15pm. Top master bedroom was slightly flooded. Saw two small cockroaches while trying to dry up the place.
The cause of the minor flood...
After cleaning up the bedroom, took a bath and came back down. Saw 2 kinda big cockroaches =.=... Found one dead. The other one dunno ran off to where. *Gulp

... Quite tired right now. Hope I can wake up for tomorrow's talk thing which I do not know why I said yes to -.-