Silence fills my life at that very moment as emptiness finds its way into me. Though my body may be there, my heart and soul has left its place. Gone and maybe never to return. Though I may smile or laugh, but it carries no joy in it. Nor does it contain any sadness. All that is left is disappointment.
Stuffed myself with too much food then drank too much water -.-... my stomach expanded like a blob and I felt like vomiting like for 20 mins XD... but hey, the food was great =D... although it was just instant noodles, sausages, meatballs and nuggets.
hmm, I've decided to deactivate my fb account... dunno how long it will last though and for reason which I'm not sure of XD
Hmm, the true feeling is actually the feeling of not being invited... sad actually, you though that you were close enough to that person but in the end you were not and others which you believe is not as close to that person as you are were the ones who were invited instead. Hehehehe... I'll never forget this. Those who helped me, I'll return the favor someday, somehow and somewhere. While those who had treated me badly, one day and somehow I'll return the favor too double it not triple. >:l (Basically this is something like the dark side I have in me XD)
Monday, January 31, 2011
Saturday, January 29, 2011
there is one thing I've done which I have a reason for doing so... this which I think only Yat Hong knows. But I myself is not sure whether he himself knows that he knows the reason for me doing so XD
Reasons why I hate organizing stuff is simple.
1st - most people will say maybe, I'll try, I think, not sure, hope I can, should be able to, guess. End up they can't come... Why can't they just say yes instead?
2nd - I'm busy on that day, too many activities on that day, too tired, oh I've made other plans, not free at that time and all ends with but I'm free any other day... I'm I that unlucky to choose that day out of all the days?
3rd - who is going, not close with them la, I don't want to do that, Is --- going?, If --- goes I'll go... =.=
4th - oops sorry, I forgot that it was today and I've made other plans
5th - sorry can't go... this I actually don't mind, at least they tell right away.
... this is what friends are suppose to be eh?... what happen to all the cow dung about friendship...being there when you need them, going through thick and thin together and telling the truth?... maybe I'm just mixing with the wrong kind of people... or maybe its just me or am I expecting too much from others or maybe that is just how life is... I wonder, when will this feeling I feel end?
=(
hehehe Yati...
Reasons why I hate organizing stuff is simple.
1st - most people will say maybe, I'll try, I think, not sure, hope I can, should be able to, guess. End up they can't come... Why can't they just say yes instead?
2nd - I'm busy on that day, too many activities on that day, too tired, oh I've made other plans, not free at that time and all ends with but I'm free any other day... I'm I that unlucky to choose that day out of all the days?
3rd - who is going, not close with them la, I don't want to do that, Is --- going?, If --- goes I'll go... =.=
4th - oops sorry, I forgot that it was today and I've made other plans
5th - sorry can't go... this I actually don't mind, at least they tell right away.
... this is what friends are suppose to be eh?... what happen to all the cow dung about friendship...being there when you need them, going through thick and thin together and telling the truth?... maybe I'm just mixing with the wrong kind of people... or maybe its just me or am I expecting too much from others or maybe that is just how life is... I wonder, when will this feeling I feel end?
=(
hehehe Yati...
Thursday, January 27, 2011
I'll try to keep everything short from now on... too many words = more spelling error = more boring = more crap... so less words would mean less all of the above... maybe I'll let pictures do most of the talking if I ever did take any...
Anyways, Why doesn't anything goes the way I planned it to go?... Is it because I'm bad at planning or am I bad at executing the plan or maybe I'm bad at both.
No point in thinking too much about things in the past that cannot be changed... but I can't help but to think about them =(
Oh ya, downloaded some new songs :
30 Seconds To Mars - Hurricane
Avril Lavigne - What The Hell
Keith Urban - Put You In A Song
Big Time Rush - Halfway There
Train - Marry Me
Tell Me Its Ok from The Jerk Theory
The Avett Brothers - Distraction #74
Anyways, Why doesn't anything goes the way I planned it to go?... Is it because I'm bad at planning or am I bad at executing the plan or maybe I'm bad at both.
No point in thinking too much about things in the past that cannot be changed... but I can't help but to think about them =(
Oh ya, downloaded some new songs :
30 Seconds To Mars - Hurricane
Avril Lavigne - What The Hell
Keith Urban - Put You In A Song
Big Time Rush - Halfway There
Train - Marry Me
Tell Me Its Ok from The Jerk Theory
The Avett Brothers - Distraction #74
Monday, January 24, 2011
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Yesterday was ok I guess... Went bb in the morning but only manage to play half a game before my spectacles went flying to the ground giving me a minor scratch in the process...
After that Kuui, Yat Hong and I went to cc for 1 Hour playing StarCraft2. From what I see, Yat Hong improved quite a lot in using zerg. I was the weak link there =(.... guess I need more practice >:O
After that I went to optician in CP to adjust back my specs then I went to Justin's house for the baking thing. Baking was somewhat a success and also a failure at the same time.
Failure - needs more salt, a little to watery, looks kinda ugly under the potato layer and according to Julian, the one he baked before this was nicer
Success - despite the looks, it tasted quite nice and we had fun in the process.
Hmm, in between we played PS3 - PES 2011... we kept loosing to Barcelona due to that Messi -.-... the ball literally sticks to his feet as he dribbles with it and he's fast. In every game, we basically had the license to tackle Messi when ever he has the ball hoping to injured him XD... it failed though and practically everybody except the keeper and 2 to 3 other players had a yellow card obtained by trying to injured Messi XD
other than that, the lemonade was also a failure I guess... added too much lemon into 1 jug so it ended up being very sour though we added honey and lots of sugar XD... diabetes here we come =P
After that we played Resistance 2... its freaking hard... or maybe we were just too lousy. The medic is gay man... the primary weapons sucks health form the target and heals the player... but still can die if too many attack at once.
Lastly, I added back a c-box... see how it goes... if many unknown people spam again then bye bye c-box
After that Kuui, Yat Hong and I went to cc for 1 Hour playing StarCraft2. From what I see, Yat Hong improved quite a lot in using zerg. I was the weak link there =(.... guess I need more practice >:O
After that I went to optician in CP to adjust back my specs then I went to Justin's house for the baking thing. Baking was somewhat a success and also a failure at the same time.
Failure - needs more salt, a little to watery, looks kinda ugly under the potato layer and according to Julian, the one he baked before this was nicer
Success - despite the looks, it tasted quite nice and we had fun in the process.
Hmm, in between we played PS3 - PES 2011... we kept loosing to Barcelona due to that Messi -.-... the ball literally sticks to his feet as he dribbles with it and he's fast. In every game, we basically had the license to tackle Messi when ever he has the ball hoping to injured him XD... it failed though and practically everybody except the keeper and 2 to 3 other players had a yellow card obtained by trying to injured Messi XD
other than that, the lemonade was also a failure I guess... added too much lemon into 1 jug so it ended up being very sour though we added honey and lots of sugar XD... diabetes here we come =P
After that we played Resistance 2... its freaking hard... or maybe we were just too lousy. The medic is gay man... the primary weapons sucks health form the target and heals the player... but still can die if too many attack at once.
Lastly, I added back a c-box... see how it goes... if many unknown people spam again then bye bye c-box
Friday, January 21, 2011
Let me see, on Monday I bought an anime titled ' How To Make A Cinderella ' which I just finish yesterday =D. For me, its a funny anime although its kind of eerie at some points XD
Tuesday nothing much happen except preparing for Wednesday
On Wednesday, Julian, Justin, Chong Wei and I went to college to sell our SAM books. Selling them was harder than I expected. I manage to sell a few of mine but at a price which I'm not proud of =( ... But if I look at it at another angle, at least its better than not being able to sell anything right?
After that I went 1U to meet up with Luke, Teck and Yat Hong to eat sushi at Sushi Zanmai. Food there is quite good =) the price is considered ok I guess.
Yesterday I went out with my mom to buy plants at Sungai Buloh. On the way out I banged my head against the gate. Then when we return I banged my head on the gate again caused there was a bee or was it a bug? =.=... Anyways, I had to prepare for today's book selling again... >: l
Today was tiring, but I manage to sell of everything =D... I helped my friend earned more than what I made myself -.- =D XD. Today was hotter than on Wednesday though it was for a short period of time at a time. Wed was hot for quite some time... Later today I'm going grocery / ingredients shopping for tomorrows baking thing =) ( I dunno how to bake at all... even if my life depends on it XD )
Tuesday nothing much happen except preparing for Wednesday
On Wednesday, Julian, Justin, Chong Wei and I went to college to sell our SAM books. Selling them was harder than I expected. I manage to sell a few of mine but at a price which I'm not proud of =( ... But if I look at it at another angle, at least its better than not being able to sell anything right?
After that I went 1U to meet up with Luke, Teck and Yat Hong to eat sushi at Sushi Zanmai. Food there is quite good =) the price is considered ok I guess.
Yesterday I went out with my mom to buy plants at Sungai Buloh. On the way out I banged my head against the gate. Then when we return I banged my head on the gate again caused there was a bee or was it a bug? =.=... Anyways, I had to prepare for today's book selling again... >: l
Today was tiring, but I manage to sell of everything =D... I helped my friend earned more than what I made myself -.- =D XD. Today was hotter than on Wednesday though it was for a short period of time at a time. Wed was hot for quite some time... Later today I'm going grocery / ingredients shopping for tomorrows baking thing =) ( I dunno how to bake at all... even if my life depends on it XD )
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Randomness 7
Late yesterday or was it early today I watch a show called 'Hachiko: A Dog Story.' Its a very touching story about a dog who always wait for its master by the train station. Hachiko's master passed away one day but it continues to wait faithfully day after day without fail for 9 or 10 years though people keep on saying that he's not coming back (he as in the master). Truly a great movie which touched my heart. The ending was very emotional. So after watching this movie I want to say that "Dogs are truly one of the most faithful and loyal companion ever to mankind."... well in my opinion. Even humans aren't this faithful and loyal.
Other than that, I've also watched 'When In Rome' , 'Wild Target' , 'Hot Tub Time Machine' and actually quite a number more of great movies in my opinion which is either funny or lame or even both but I've forgotten =(
Anyways, I've also finish watching the anime titled 'Air' and it was quite sad but for me 'Clannad' is still better. For me at least.
Hmm, back to yesterday, I've just realize that my sister did not know how to pump air into the car -.-... its been like 2 years of driving and she doesn't know how to pump air in the car till like yesterday when my dad thought her after having lunch. Subang's SS 19 pan mee! =D... I seriously wonder how have she been managing for the pass 2 years -.-
And now, back to today... dang I knew that there were a lot of board games but I didn't knew that there were that many 0.0. Some more so many of them which I've never played or even heard before. Who knew board games could actually be fun... I thought board games are played by boring people who are very bored / got nothing better to do and rather play it to feel bored instead of being very bored. Anyways, maybe some day in the future we should all bring together our board games and play it =D. It should be quite fun since different people would have different games. Well basically to have a good time, I believe that whom we're with is what really matters and not what we're doing.
Example, if you ask me to go shopping with.... ... ... I'm not going to say any names, I would be reluctant to go. But if it is with friends then I wouldn't mind... well not all friends, some... maybe...
... who knows.
~randomness~
I wonder, does everything happen for a reason? and is everything fixed or is there countless of possibility?...
For example: If i did not do this, would it have led to that? or if I had to make up my mind about something, even after all the procrastination would I have been meant to made that choice I made? like I was fated to do that thing or make that choice no matter what.... I wonder @.@
Anyhow, I've just ate papaya. Its kinda weird for me to be saying that but I've realize that its been like a whole year since I last ate a papaya... and I just remember how much I hate it XD
Other than that, I've also watched 'When In Rome' , 'Wild Target' , 'Hot Tub Time Machine' and actually quite a number more of great movies in my opinion which is either funny or lame or even both but I've forgotten =(
Anyways, I've also finish watching the anime titled 'Air' and it was quite sad but for me 'Clannad' is still better. For me at least.
Hmm, back to yesterday, I've just realize that my sister did not know how to pump air into the car -.-... its been like 2 years of driving and she doesn't know how to pump air in the car till like yesterday when my dad thought her after having lunch. Subang's SS 19 pan mee! =D... I seriously wonder how have she been managing for the pass 2 years -.-
And now, back to today... dang I knew that there were a lot of board games but I didn't knew that there were that many 0.0. Some more so many of them which I've never played or even heard before. Who knew board games could actually be fun... I thought board games are played by boring people who are very bored / got nothing better to do and rather play it to feel bored instead of being very bored. Anyways, maybe some day in the future we should all bring together our board games and play it =D. It should be quite fun since different people would have different games. Well basically to have a good time, I believe that whom we're with is what really matters and not what we're doing.
Example, if you ask me to go shopping with.... ... ... I'm not going to say any names, I would be reluctant to go. But if it is with friends then I wouldn't mind... well not all friends, some... maybe...
... who knows.
~randomness~
I wonder, does everything happen for a reason? and is everything fixed or is there countless of possibility?...
For example: If i did not do this, would it have led to that? or if I had to make up my mind about something, even after all the procrastination would I have been meant to made that choice I made? like I was fated to do that thing or make that choice no matter what.... I wonder @.@
Anyhow, I've just ate papaya. Its kinda weird for me to be saying that but I've realize that its been like a whole year since I last ate a papaya... and I just remember how much I hate it XD
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
What A Way To Start A New Year... ...
Terrible start for a New Year...
31st Dec - Sore throat
1st Jan- Headache, ulcer, terrible cough, sore throat & fever
2nd Jan - 1st Jan + Flu
...
...
5th Jan (today) - Minor sore throat, minor headache, slight fever, cough & flu -.-
Well, if I look at the bright side, things can only get better than it already is right? =D... and I'm pretty sure its not dengue again.
Anyways, better end things with the brighter side. My cousin brought back 2 PS3 games =D
PES 2011 & Split/Second Velocity. So other than the games which I recently bought which are Nier, Darksider and Resistance 2, I've been playing PES 2011
Oh ya, I've also downloaded some songs:
Enrique Iglesias - Tonight
The Band Perry - If I Die Young (Hee Ching Recommended... and its quite nice)
Rascal Flatts - All Night To Get There, Nothing Like This, Sunday Afternoon and Tonight Tonight
Bruno Mars - Grenade
Neon Trees - Animal
Miranda Lambert - White Liar
31st Dec - Sore throat
1st Jan- Headache, ulcer, terrible cough, sore throat & fever
2nd Jan - 1st Jan + Flu
...
...
5th Jan (today) - Minor sore throat, minor headache, slight fever, cough & flu -.-
Well, if I look at the bright side, things can only get better than it already is right? =D... and I'm pretty sure its not dengue again.
Anyways, better end things with the brighter side. My cousin brought back 2 PS3 games =D
PES 2011 & Split/Second Velocity. So other than the games which I recently bought which are Nier, Darksider and Resistance 2, I've been playing PES 2011
Oh ya, I've also downloaded some songs:
Enrique Iglesias - Tonight
The Band Perry - If I Die Young (Hee Ching Recommended... and its quite nice)
Rascal Flatts - All Night To Get There, Nothing Like This, Sunday Afternoon and Tonight Tonight
Bruno Mars - Grenade
Neon Trees - Animal
Miranda Lambert - White Liar
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