1) "All is fair in love and war" XXDDDD
2) "Some news is better than no news"
3) "Ignorance is a bliss?"
4) "No offence to all my lecturers and tutors, but I would not want to see you guys again... in class, as a student..."
5) "Kokoro Connect is awesome"

HOLIDAY!

SERIES! - Life, Dexter and Homeland

Just remembered that I forgot to write something on Sunday... 2-3 Sundays ago...

Anyway, I cannot believe that I am in uni planning to "study"... feeling energetic after lying in bed for over an hour. Instead of watching anime - I'm watching Mouretsu Pirates now, like I normally would, I decided to go to uni. Now that I am here, I feel sleepy... =.= FML... XD

Wanted to write something today... but on second thought, I'll wait till Sunday or after Sunday before doing so after the major assignments are over and done with for now.
... Wait a second, doens't this count as writing something? =.=

Another Sleepness Night =.=

Torn between my thoughts again.
Really hate it when this happens.
Looking at the bright side, I get to reflect on things that happen in the past... not like that does any good XD
Just hoping that my mind would be at ease once I come up with an answer or multiple answers. Doubt that would ever happen though. Maybe I would need to face my problems, you know... get down to the root of it all. A psychiatrist does not sound too bad either XD
The same thing as before is going through my mind. Only difference is that there are some new things to think about as well.

Watched three pretty good anime:
Psycho Pass
Hyouka
Jormungand

As for RM, I reached episode 154... catching up... guess its time to slow down.
Finished Deadman Wonderland manga... the 2nd manga I have read online other than D-Gray Man. Can't remember where I last stop in D-Gray Man XD

Random stuff:

What is really unsettling is not being able to know what the other party is thinking. I found the words that were used to be emotionally hurtful in some way. Yet I have to wonder, am I to be blamed? Likely... XD

... The feeling you get when you just lose the spirit to do anything. Like something small just died inside... Funny eh, how sometimes its the little things that have the larger affect on things.

"Well, I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this
It seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you is blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
When part of me died will I let you go"

Study Break...

1 week of study break has pass. Been watching anime like nobody business only... haiz, bad for my eyesight XD

My mom asked me, why don't I go and travel...
Simple, cause I do not want to.

My definition of a holiday = being able to do the things I want, when I want. This also includes doing nothing. I dislike the idea of having commitments during a holiday especially one such as what a trip will have. Having to wake up at this time, being asked to go here and there to make it worth while and so on. I like the idea of being able to do nothing though that also applies on normal days, so not much difference.

Yea, I will have to admit that at times, time seems to be dragging on and I get bored a little. But hey, nothing is perfect. To me it beats making plans and having to commit to it. One of the main reasons why people tend to be more tired after a holiday...

Other than that, the thought of being inferior/insignificant... hmmm. I shall leave it at that.
What else?...getting a P2 for an assignment... not cool... This semester I've been slacking off more than usual... Do not like where this is heading. I am bothered by it but yet I am too lazy to do anything about it. XD

Owh ya, the quote I heard recently "In the future I may no longer care about these things any more. But the feelings I'm experiencing here and now... I don't want to think that they wont matter in the future"

Cultural Night - 10th September 2013
Pretty good performances,
Average food,
Overall it was okay.

Youth Experience Camp - 13th-15th September 2013
Pretty good food,
Above average activities, hope people had fun.
Met quite a number of people.
Pretty good accomodation,
Overall it was okay.

Watching back Naruto again =)... reach the part where Pain is fighting Jiraiya.

Now its time for assignment...

Study break is coming next week! time to relax and do nothing ^_^

Past 2 weeks?

Been busy... so disorganized.
But I guess it was good.
Still I do not get how people can work, study, join clubs and be active in them.

Submitted an assignment late for the first time. Thought I had one more day but I was mistaken. Should have just submitted it when it was done instead of waiting for the due date to submit it.

People are falling sick over here... probably the heat?

Been playing CS again just for the fun of it.

After mid September, I should be freed up again =) Except for assignments...

Other than that, been spending more than what I have budgeted for myself... not good...

Time flies... feel just like yesterday I was on MAS.... that sick feeling I get in my stomach.

Few of my all time favorites:

Sien...

"I tried to earn my way
I tried to tame this mind
You better believe that I tried to beat this

So when will this end it goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keep spinning around I know that it won't stop
Till I step down from this for good

I never thought I'd end up here
Never thought I'd be standing where I am
I guess I kinda thought it would be easier than this
I guess I was wrong now one more time?"

 I got to snap out of it XD
Its like the clear blue sky and yet here I am... Sien...

Randomness 23

 Tried having fruits for dinner 2 weeks back... did not work. Became even more hungry XD

 End up eating fried rice...

Butter and kaya! owh kaya how you have been missed ^_^ Many thanks to Nabil for bringing some kaya back.

Other than that, life is good.
I want to watch:
"Now You See Me"

Other than that, Death Note the anime was good. Enjoyed it way more than the movie.
One more thing... the walls are pretty thin... if you know what I mean =_=

Randomness 22

2nd semester has started. The end of a chapter is near and soon a new chapter is about to begin...





Lets just see how this semester goes =)

~~~Added 10pm~~~
... I forgot to add two things...
1) Great Teacher Onizuka (GTO) is epic!... can't believe I never watched it before
2) I forgot what I wanted to say =.="""...

Randomness 21

Food which I have been cooking the past couple of days...

Burned edges of the lasagna -.-

 Random picture of my "Study table"

Seeing someone which just changes your mood for the worse... rare?
Due to that, I decided to finally cut of my rat's-tail... RIP XD

Winter Break

... Exams are over... rejoice??? yay???...
I wonder, if I was where I was instead of where I am now, would I be thinking the things I am thinking now?... Unlikely.
The dilemma that I face and that reoccurring thought that keeps on going through my mind every now and then.
Time to catch up on anime, running man, English series and some movies.
If only here snowed Then winter would be a bliss.

Quite a large number of songs which I plan to listen to:
The Wanted - Warzone
Ed Sheeran - Give Me Love
The Script - Six Degrees of Seperation
Imagine Dragons - It's Time
Passenger - Let Her Go
Summer Six - Learn To Love Again
Nina Nesbitt - Way In The World, Just Before Goodbye, The Funeral
Snow Petrol - Chocolate, Run
James Morrison - One Life
The Fray - You Found Me, How To Save A Life
Kings of Leon - Use Somebody
Ron Pope - A Drop In The Ocean
Band of Horses - The Funeral
Laws on - Standing In The Dark
Gabrielle Aplin - The Power of Love, Please Don't Say You Love Me
Phil Collins - Can't Stop Loving You
Don Henley - Taking You Home
Matchbox Twenty - Unwell, If You're Gone
Celine Dion - That's The Way It Is
Lonestar - Amaze
LeAnn Rimes - I Need You
Lee Ann Womack ft sons of the dessert - I Hope You Dance
Linkin Park - Somewhere I Belong
Red Hot Chilli Peppers - By The Way
Hoobastank - Crawling In The Dark
Puddle of Mud - Blurry
Nickelback - How You Remind Me, Someday
Trapt - Headstrong
Phillip Phillips - Home
The Lumineers - Ho Hey
Five for Fighting - 100 Years
Sugar Ray - Every Morning.

... Yawn
I am the type of person who needs roughly 8 hours of sleep. Dunno how others can last with 6 hours or less...
So yea, out of all the days, I set my alarm at 8.30am instead of the usual 10am doubtful that I will be able to get me out of bed. Guess what, at 8am a door-knock got me out of bed XD
Bought Dan Brown's book 'Inferno' 2 days back ^_^ Finally a book to read after  7 months or so.
Damn it is getting cold... Compared to the weather in Malaysia XD

Tomorrow Round 1 of the battle begins. My friend survived the first half... and now it is time for the second half. Guess what, the opponents are bigger and harder? XD
... I think I will be going back to bed =.=...

Interesting night and day.
Got to see another side of people. Some were definitely funny, others was just plain interesting, while a few was just good to have been given the opportunity to spectate.
Could be said money well spent for that level of exposure. But I rather not participate again any time soon XD. Thanks to that, I woke up from my sleep starving  =.=... or maybe it was just too cold XD
So yea, had a nice warm bowl of instant noodles... after the fact that I walked all the way to the supermarket just to remember that it is a Sunday and the stores open at like 11am XD

Other than that, Claymore is not that bad. I would give it a 6/10 maybe...
As for Majin Tantei so far its also a 6/10...

Nightmare 1

I dreamt that I flew back to Malaysia during the winter break. The place have changed so much in the past 5 months. I could barely identify where I was. Then my mom appeared out of the blue with my luggage and all and send me off to the train station. Next thing I know I was boarding the plane again back to Adelaide. This was where I woke up thanks to my alarm...

Screw the alarm, I went back to bed...
Once again I dreamt that I was in Malaysia again. Not exactly sure how I got there this time. I went about looking for my friends. Could not find any of them. Was about to give up hope until I saw a few of them. I started running towards them waving and shouting. It seems like they did not notice me. I finally caught up to them. As I started talking to them, they gave me this cold stare. I paused to wait for them to reply whatever it was I said. Nothing... they just left and continue chatting among themselves. The end.


Other than that, 1 more assignment to go! then its about time to prepare to meet my old enemy. The more I grow, the harder it gets...

Tiring weekend.
Saturday went for surfing at Goolwa Beach. Did not sleep the night before. Up playing dota 2 XD. Sadly I forgot to take pictures XD... epic fail. Anyway, it was very tiring. Dislike the traveling part and the part where the waves washes over you and salt water enters my mouth -.-... But ya, it was awesome! Thanks to Samuel (I am assuming that this is how to spell his name) for organizing the trip!

After that, basically went for dinner at Semaphore with Steven, three of his friends, Peilin and Nabil followed by Hangover Part 3.The movie to me was ok. Still like the first one the best. But the scene at the end to me was epic XD. When I was lying on the bed, my body felt like it was in the ocean XD... maybe it was just in my head.

As for today, went and help out with the 'Salvation Army' door knock event. Was interesting but a little disappointed as my group did not manage to collect much. In the afternoon, I went for football and followed by dinner at Nando's 

Tonight I hope to have a good sleep. ^_^

Gloria Jeans...

 Bread Top...

  

Aroma Cafe...

Some store in Myers...

 Nike football boots...

 Food for 1 at Hahndorf ^_^

Japanese Festival ^_^

Glenelg Beach... ...

Pictures of stuff...

 

 4 day curry for dinner. first day it was pretty tasteless. Second day it was too salty. The third day is was too spicy for me. The last day it was a little to sweet XD

Gratitude to Steven Rypp for the AFL tickets for Port Adelaide against West Coast Eagles interesting game. Epic come back for Port Adelaide! awesome experience!

Quick update.
Thursday went to Hahndorf ^_^
Friday complete and submitted FBA assignment. Followed by movie. Oblivion. Simple plot I guess. A little confusing / boring at the start. But things start to get clearer afterwards. Overall it was not bad.
Saturday, bloody headache... made "pie". At least that is what I think it is.

Interesting day today.
Met interesting people.
I just assume that this is how to spell their names. Forgive me if I am wrong.
Tony, Neil, Rodger, Amanda and Lucas. They are the names that I remember XD

Most of the time spent today was like talking about all the possibilities XD like the proverb counting the chickens before they hatch... I wonder if that is even the right idiom? XD

Hopefully tomorrow will be even better ^_^

~~~Added 14/4/2013 11.20pm~~~
Decided to just add on from yesterday. Today went pretty well. Though I started my day by waking up at 2.30am due to a bloody headache -.-...  Only slept back at around 3am+... Other than that, was pretty surprised and it felt great. Sadly Niel did not attend today so he could not see his hard work paid off if you get what I mean. The food was considerably good ^_^. Yesterday's lunch was slightly better though. Overall today was even better than yesterday! I wonder how tomorrow will be like.

Randomness No.???

I can't remember the last time I felt this depressed...

Yea, maybe it was back during form 5...
Funny thing actually, it seems like it just keeps on repeating itself over and over again. Just with different people, different situation, different time and at a different place.
And here I always thought that I was different, that "I can salvage the situation."...
Guess what, I have never been so wrong in my life XD
Maybe I should stop playing around too much...

This is really messed up but I find the situation to be seriously funny =_=

You know, telling the truth may be a good thing as compared to lying, but at least when you lie, you feel a sense of achievement when that "sucker" believes your lie XD (this is just me)... And I never knew that by speaking the truth, it could make me feel like this now... Or was what I said a lie that just blew up in my face?...

Can't blame anyone but myself... sendiri pergi cari pasal.. XD

I have been stuck between my own truth and lies for quite some time. Ahahaha, even I can't differentiate them. So how do I expect other to do so?...

Feel much better now... guess the idea of having a blog for self-therapy really works (I speak just for myself).

Anyhow, putting that behind me XD
Life has been good. Also thanks to Peilin who have been notifying and asking me to join certain events, just the beginning but its better than nothing. I feel that at least now I am doing something or slightly committed to something other than slacking off at home watching anime, movies and whatnot... but still its not good enough I guess... still need to find that motivational factor I had back in standard 5 and form 3.

If people do ask me if I miss Malaysia, my honest answer for now would be "no" XD...
Maybe cause I do not feel much of a difference yet? Other than the food, prices, people (culture gua) weather... Probably that is the case.

Nice Song ^_^

Adelaide, Australia

Well for those few who noticed that I was missing and wondered what happened to me, as the tittle mentions, I am in Adelaide. Arrived here on the 15th last month so its been almost a month. A quick update on whats been happening for the duration of the time I have been here.

The first 4 days I stayed at the Blue Galah with four other people which is a backpackers accomodation while we walked around the suburb looking for a more permanent accommodation. To cut things short, shyt happened then so I end up staying with two people who I never knew in Taylors in an apartment in the city. While the others ended up in a uni accommodation which is also in the city. Probably 5-8 mins walk from the place that I am currently staying in.

The following week,  attend the international orientation mainly just for the free lunch XD. If you are thinking typical Malaysian, probably you are right. Who knows, I just speak for myself here. On the 22nd of February which is a Friday we went to Glenelg Beach (I may have spelled it wrong. Apologies if I have) which is also part of the international orientation week.

If I remembered correctly, its around this week where we bought our utensils and cookware. Sad case scenario though. In less than four days we manage to make the frying pan rust and in one usage (no joke) which was to cook rice, I manage to make the pot rust XD. Well this is due to improper washing method though so not the product's fault.

Hmmm, March 4th is when classes start. Had little trouble in finding my classes. Nothing much to say here...

Around that time, I guess everybody has settled down.

Random timeline from the day we moved into the apartment, we either go out for food, or cook dinner. So far we had spaghetti, wrap, pan mee, fried rice, chicken rice (lazy style), rice and 3 dishes and maybe one to two more things which I am unable to recall.

On the 8th of March, we finally had fish and chips at a place call Paul's at The Parade (its a street name if you were wondering) to me it was pretty good. The following day, we went to Adelaide zoo. To me it was a waste of money. No offense. Not that there was nothing to see, its just that maybe I went to the one in Sydney if I remember correctly which had way more things to see thats all. The nice thing that made it worth while to me was the area where we could go pet some of the animals ^_^

 Up to now, the usual stuff. I have begun to stay at home and watch anime and Running Man instead of going out like the first 2 weeks of arriving here. As for Running Man, I am at episode 84 I think. Where Big Bang made their appearance. Still got quite a number of episode before the latest one but no rush, at most I guess I will watch 1 episode a day. As for anime, I watched Btoom! (again, correct spelling I hope). I like that anime as well as Brave 10 which was pretty okay.

Then as for yesterday, went to a friend's place to have a quick celebration of her birthday. Nothing huge just something simple but hey its the thought that counts right? =)... Yea, I brought a bottle of wine over. Pewsey Vale, Eden Valley Riesling vintage 2012. It wasn't bad but not really to my liking. For some reason I decide to finish it since not many of them drink, so probably I had almost half of the bottle? It was not a large bottle though. And yea, my legs became wobbly XD. guess that was my limit. Came back and slept after confessing again and now I feel way better.

Thats about it I guess. Now for some random stuff as usual. I realize something about myself. I enjoy seeing other people's misconception / grasp of the situation. I find it entertaining as I play along and lead them down the wrong path. Well certain people who caught my interest. Others I do not really care. Evil? probably... but I believe that in the end, I am the one who ends up as the fool XD. A spider trapped in own web XD

Another thing which I actually knew quite some time back and I think I am just repeating it here. I know for a fact that I am an introvert. Likely that is not really a good thing. But still I am "too lazy" to bother to try and change. Related to that, I believe girls normally like guys who can take the lead, talk confidently, make jokes at appropriate time and be serious when needed, listen compassionately when needed and most importantly is be themselves. Knowing that, I still do not bother to try to improve myself for that one person. Cause of that could be laziness, lack of motivation, no possibility of it happening so I do not bother. This leads back to lack of motivation I guess. Sad thing here, if one enters with the mindset that is negative, such as it won't work or I am going to fail, higher chance for that to actually happen. At least that is what I think.

Finally, dearest Wei Mae, if you do see this, one of my aims when I arrived in Adelaide was honestly to let you go. Quite contradicting to what I messaged you right? I am seriously very very curious here ^_^. Out of all the possible actions that you could have taken in the past between us, what made you choose what you chose. All the constant annoyance and still you can bare with it? I find it very interesting / intriguing ^_^

2-3 weeks

Its been awhile since I last update. Simply because there is nothing to update...
Anyways, I have had some bad days the past 2 - 3 weeks or so.
Wanted to post a mail, apparently centerpoint no longer have the normal post box, end up going round and round and finally end up going to the post office at 1 Utama...
Also, been gaining weight XD... what can I expect from staying at home for the past 2 - 3 months without any exercise XD


The brighter side of things, started watching "Running Man" like 2 - 3 weeks ago. Now at episode 65... lifeless man me. As for RO, I got 3 scarfs ^_^ and finally at the 3rd attempt I got the Saiyan Hair ^_^

I just hope everything goes well in the coming week.

Lastly, is it wrong to tell someone that you have feelings for that person but you have feelings for someone else as well and at the current moment, you would chose the other one?