Thursday, April 29, 2010

Update lo...

Since this Yat Hong ask me to update so I update lo. I'm not actually sure what to update about so I decided to list down some songs that I like... New, old, very old, classic, pop, rock.. ect

Westlife- My Love, Us Against The World, Fool Again, Uptown Girl, Seasons In The Sun, Queen Of My Heart, How to Break a Heart, If I Let You Go, Swear It Again
Secondhand Serenade- Maybe, Fall For You, Stranger, Broken, Vulnerable, Goodbye
Adam Lambert- Whatya Want From Me, For Your Entertainment
Avril Lavigne- Innocence, Keep Holding On, When You're Gone
Backstreet Boys- Inconsolable, Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely, Something That I Already Know, Straight Through My Heart
Boys Like Girls- The Great Escape, Thunder, Someone Like You
David Archuleta- Crush, A Little To Not Over You
Enrique Iglesias- Hero, Takin' Back My Love
FM Static-Tonight
Fool's Garden- Lemon Tree
Green Day- Wake Me Up When September Ends, Boulevard Of Broken Dreams
James Morrison- Broken Strings, Get To You
Linkin Park- Numb, In The End, Bleed It Out, In Between, Leave Out All The Rest, What I've Done
Maroon 5- If I Never See Your face Again, This Love, Makes Me Wonder
Michael Buble- Home, Everything, Haven't Met You Yet, Crazy Love
Midnight Hour- Running Away
N'Sync- Tearin' Up My Heart, Its Gonna Be Me
One Republic- Apologise, Stop And Stare, All The Right Moves, Mercy
Owl City- Fireflies, Vanilla Twilight
Rob Thomas- Mockingbird, Someday
Robbie Williams- Morning Sun, You Know Me
Simple Plan- How Could This Happen To Me, I Can Wait Forever, No Love, Perfect, Shut Up, Welcome To My Life, Your Love Is a Lie
Taylor Swift- You Belong With Me, Love Story, Crazier
The All American Rejects- Another Heart Calls, Back To Me, Believe, Breakin', Fallin' Apart
The Fray- Never Say Never, Syndicate
The Script- Breakeven, Before The Worst, The Man Who Can't Be Moved
We The Kings- Check Yes Juliet, Heaven Can Wait, Secret Valentine, Skyway Avenue
Jason Mraz- I'm Yours, Lucky
Miley Cyrus- The Climb, Party In The USA, When I Look At You
Ronan Keating- Stay

err got many more which didn't mention such as coldplay, muse, ect ect...

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Kanasai!!!!!!!!!!

I freaking pissed at my sister right now. That selfish ignorant bitch who only cares about herself and never care about other people.

Let me list down why i'm bloody pissed at her:

1) She borrowed 100 Singapore Dollar from me and RM 30 1 year plus ago but still haven't even bother to return anything yet... the money she got for pocket money or birthday money all is spent on herself

2) Whenever she wants to watch her show, i'll let her (99% of the time la) but most of the time when i want to watch she wouldn't let me watch... Luckily this doesn't happen that often anymore.

3) She smokes... and as u know, I hate smokers!!!

4) She is freaking self-centered, example just only... just because she wants to sleep after going online for who knows how long, she ask me to tell the maid what she is supposed to do as she is a new maid though she was here the whole time the maid was here.

5) After shopping for groceries, if she didn't follow, most of the time (80% ++ of the time) she wont even bother to offer to help carry any up

6) The cups she always takes them to her room and leave it there for a couple of days without bothering to bring them down.

7) She leaves the plate and cups in the basin without washing it ( most of the time)

8) she rarely and when i say rarely i meant like 90% of the time she never pick up after herself

9) one of the thing that pissed me off the most is that she always open what i bought examples cookies, biscuits, chips, chocolates, packet drinks... Then if i accidentally open one of hers she'll scold me

I actually dislike saying bad things about people wan, but seriously she has gone too far... she's damn lucky that she is a freaking girl, if not ah i'll get back at the kau kau...

F........ U............ C........... K................... H........... E............. R................

I seriously wonder how can her so called friends stand her and also her bf.... i seriously pity all her bf wei with her bitchy and self-centered attitude

Sunday, April 4, 2010

I Think I'm Depressed o.O

Well, for English assignment, at first I wanted to do about Malaysia and how the multicultural differences benefits Malaysia or something like that. But then after awhile, I changed my mind cause the focus question was too focus until I dunno how to elaborate -.-...

So I decided to change to something which seemingly looks easier which is Teenage depression.
Reason : Because I'm unable to do the topic before this and got depressed so I choose this topic XD.

After doing most of the work, I finally manage to start on the draft... .... when I reached the part where i have to explain the types of depression there is, I just realize that... errr some the symptoms of Dysthymia (a type of depression) fits into my personality or something like that.

Dysthymia is a type of persistent minor type depression. Most of the time, the person who have dysthymia will feel slightly or somewhat depressed, although there short moments of the usual mood. The symptoms of dysthemia are not as dangerous as the symptoms of major depression, but they last for a minimum of two years. These chronic symptoms make it difficult for that person to enjoy life. A person suffering from dysthemia, may feel like he or she has always been depressed. Or they may think that their low mood is “just the way they are.”

this is one of the factors:

The second factor which can lead to depression is psychological factors. One of the psychological factors is cognitive and behavioral factors. Based on the people who introduced cognitive therapy, the foundation of depression comes from a pessimistic way of thinking about life. By assuming that they themselves, their surroundings and also their prospect have no significance, individuals come to a conclusion that they themselves as unimportant or worthless, their families as critical or unaccommodating and their prospect as drab. This will affect the way they reflect on live which can lead to depression. Their attitudes and poor reasoning will lead to their own lack of self-esteem and an imperfect conclusion about the world. Even when someone gives them a compliment, they think that they do not deserve that compliment. Past incident of real vulnerability such as agony from an injury or accident can make an individual believe that they will be unable to manage existing or future difficulties. As a result, they become inactive and acquiescent, accepting excruciating situations as an unavoidable occurrence and feeling weighed down and feeble

so half way doing this assignment and "I THINK I"M DEPRESSED XXDDDD" wth -.-
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