Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Endless Suffering

Well based on the title, its not actually endless and its also not suffering as it will end someday and its just that it is very demotivating to do it. What I'm talking about is cleaning my room. First and foremost, the bench and the shelve from my room have been taken out and given to my sister without my consent so basically I've got almost no free space to put all of my stuff. Secondly, I'm lazy... as everyone who knows me should have already know. So once I've finally found the mood to do something I've to do it and complete it as soon as possible if not I'll just loose my determination and leave what I'm doing hanging half way. Third and I think its the last thing is that once I finish opening and putting away one box out of the numerous number of boxes (well only 5 boxes to be exact), I feel happy as I've done it.... but then I realize that there is another box which is full of junk in it waiting for me to open it and the trouble of deciding where to put it and putting it there starts all over again. So this leads back to the second thing which is laziness XD... I loose the momentary drive to clean my room and watch HK drama till I get back the mood to do so... Haiz...

Other than that, another year is about to end and a new chapter is about to start. Haiz, every year more work, more $ spent and more worries but at least there is more friends, more experience and more food =D

Some of the things that I've learned. Some which I may have repeated many times before Xp:

Guess being sociable is a good thing... But like I've said once or twice before. If I'm interested then I'll talk to you / disturb you though sometimes its too much if I don't then you get the memo... or maybe I'm just too busy or don't dare to contact you XD

Studying is important... not just every now and then and for a short time but constantly and for a few hours or so. Sadly I'm too lazy to do so but hopefully I'll change, or at least I'll try to change... Tough luck though, better chance of seeing a pig fly XD

Promises are easy to make but sometimes they are hard to keep... I tend to forget some of the promises I made to people. Hope none of them is important till it will ruin my friendship with that person.

Everybody is wearing a mask. They hide their true nature from other people so one will never truly know what is going on in another persons mind unless he or she is physic.

Everything that everyone do has an ulterior motive behind their actions... at least I know I do and I think this applies for everyone.

Sometimes a lie is better than the truth. But if it a lie has to be said then at least have the courtesy to tell a proper lie and follow it through after that. But is the lie told really better than the truth or should the truth be told no matter what? I always wonder that when I tell a lie...

Looking forward and having a goal in life is good. Dwelling in the past only brings unnecessary misery or something like that which is not good. But never forget the pass as it reminds us of who we are and what people have done to and for us... So we can return the favor or have REVENGE WAKAKAKAKA XD

Some things which I hope will be implemented on me by other people and to other people by me:

Honesty and Straight Forwardness- Even if it hurts just be honest. I think its better than letting that person find out by themselves. Get to the point without beating around the bush. Eg: If you don't want to talk to that person or the person is too annoying just inform that person.

Backstabbing and Badmouthing- I think this is pretty common but why not just say it straight to that person's face?... I try to reduce me doing it to the min but sometimes it is inevitable.

Basically that is all... I always wonder what I hear is the truth or a lie. Words can be twisted to mean a different thing and what people are thinking and what they say can actually be totally different. So I guess I'll just have to hope that what I hear is the truth and not a lie. But I can't stop wondering, what if everything I've heard is just a lie... I guess I'll never know unless a sign saying "its all a lie" knocks me in the head XD

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Randomness 6

What should I crap about?...

Recently this just cross my mind. Everybody makes promises. To family, friends, loved ones, superior and to many others. People usually make a promise just to either get out of trouble, make someone feel better or secure and stuff like that. But how often is a promise kept? Some people love to make blank promises. For example "I promise I'll be there at... , I promise I won't do it again..., I promise I'll get you..." but usually the promise is not kept as they tend to either forget about it, reluctant to do it and so did not, to get out of a bad situation, or just make a promise hoping that the other person would forget about it. Well, not all promises made can be kept right. Sometimes people really forgot about it. But at least keep most of the promises made and put in an effort to do so.

Promise = Responsibility for the person who made the promise to keep that promise = trust in the person making the promise to keep his / her word = good friendship / relationship... or something like that.

...maybe I should have use the title Broken Promises / A Promise or something like that

Friday, December 24, 2010

Christmas Is Here!!!

A special day is near... ^-^

A day of giving...
A day of forgiving... =D


A day of happiness... =)
And a day of good food (drools)... :D


So what I want to say is below...

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XD

Have a wonderful day tomorrow everyone!... Hope you have been a good boy / girl this year if not Santa would give coal as this year present O.O... but don't feel sad, the good part is, there is always next year =D


Wednesday, December 22, 2010

25th December, crap and releasing anger =D

Christmas is coming!!!... I just realize it like yesterday or the day before that it is so close to Christmas. Then after that is another year... a new chapter unfolding itself and as every year pass, I find myself looking less and less enthusiastic towards this kind of things. The presents, ang pao, wishes, surprises and gifts have somehow just seem to matter less and less to me.

I've been thinking, why waste time, effort and money on something for someone when that person will most probably not appreciate it, forget about it, throw it away, or even give it away to someone else? for example:
CNY - Married parents gives ang pao to their children who would in most cases probably spend a huge majority of it on some junk food or junk which they would most probably spoil it.

Birthdays - hmm, it sounds nice receiving lots and lots of presents but most of the time the presents are how do you put it... a waste of space -.- ... you know a mug, a figurine, a notebook (come on, we have plenty of notebooks) better get a scrapbook instead.

Mother's and Father's Day - ok, I've no comments on this... wait I do, why is it just a DAY to appreciate them out of 1 whole year? why not Mother's Week or Father's Week?

Christmas - Other than the significant meaning behind it, the concept of giving eh, that sounds nice... sorry, since it is so close to the end of the holidays/year so short on $$$ XD

Valentine's Day - almost forgot about it... dunno I heard from J-Y before that there is Valentine's Day where girl's give guys (I'm not sure what) and White Valentine's Day where guys return the favor. That is not the point here... People say that love is priceless and cannot be bought with money. So then why do people buy expensive gifts for their so called "loved ones" during this day? Why not just wish them and spend the day with them or something like that... you know, do something for them which you won't normally do...

Anyways, I'm freaking pissed at my sis again. That selfish inconsiderate bitch! She took the bench from my room and still dare to complain that my boxes in her room is taking too much space... she could just move the bloody thing to the side for crying out loud... Some more she borrowed my bag, took my camera memory card, still owes me Rm250 since form 3, bloody inconsiderate such as when we've already agreed that she'll be back at this time so that I can go out, most of the time she will come back 1 to 3 hours later than the agreed time. Worse case is she took the bloody my-vi. So I couldn't go out. Some more she always borrow my phone to call and sms her friends -.-.... she got like 2 to 3 phones, so why don't she use her own bloody phone to do those things?.... (no credit, to bad, next time buy an extra one and keep it) seriously, whats the point of having so many phones when you do not use them?... isn't 1 enough?... some more she keeps loosing and spoiling her phone.... Can barely rely on that person wei.

Friday, December 17, 2010

Australia

Well, I got back at 1 am today after leaving on the 5th of December to Melbourne.
So my family and I went to Singapore for 1 night before heading out to Melbourne. We met my eldest sis at Melbourne airport. She gained a lot of weight =P. The weather in Melbourne supposed to hot but it was pretty cold due to the wind. Melbourne was nice, though shops closes at 5pm -.-... so early. Food in Australia was expensive... and it only gets dark at like 9pm. The Reject Shop in Melbourne is not like the one in Malaysia. Most of the shopping was done in Melbourne.

I've entered a casino in Melbourne... but nothing much to be said about it. Its not what I expect it to be. The market here which is called Queen's Victoria Market is organize and clean compared to Malaysia. We walked a lot in Melbourne mainly shopping in the city and taking tramps around according to my eldest sister planning. I doubt I took any pics in Melbourne City cause for me there was nothing to take.

Hmm, The scenery at the Great Ocean Road was fantastic thought I hated the ride there as the road was very windy and I got car sick -.-... but it was seriously worth it =D Other than that we also went to the waterfall which requires the shortest drive and also the shortest hike to reach it as we were not properly dressed for the occasion (Actually we were just lazy Xp). I left out a couple of stuff here. Apparently I forgot whats the name of the place we visited XD... my memory got problem already but I remember more about Sydney =D

We left for Sydney on the 12th. For me Sydney is nicer compared to Melbourne. Sydney Tower where the view of Sydney was amazing, Sydney Harbor which according to my sis takes 2 hours to walk the whole brige, Sydney's Opera House which Oprah was there but we didn't manage to see her and Sydney Aquarium and Wildlife. It was amazing here. In the aquarium there were many variety of aquatic animals =D. The fish and chips here were great. very nice compared to what we normally eat here. Santa in pantyhose XD Sharks! =)
I also got to see quite a number of hot girls ^-^. A lot of them in bikini when we went to Manly Beach ... ahahhaha. Sadly I didn't take any pictures of them so I can't show them to you Yati XD

The flight back was hell. We left the room at 5am, flew from Sydney to Perth at 8 and arrive at 10 (5 hours flight) then from Perth to Singapore at 12.30 to 5++ then from Singapore back to Malaysia at 10.30pm to 12am. This is due to my mother who booked the flight terribly.

So that is about it. I practically summarize the whole journey to this much but I left out some details. So this explains why I missed out on stuff. The other pics are in FB

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Code Geass =)

Thx Abby for sending me Code Geass =). Its a nice anime. Guess Wayne was right...
The story is about a guy name Lelouch Vi Britannia who is of royal blood who gain a power called geass and uses it to fight against his dad who is the emperor. Basically. Lelouch seems like a evil, sinister, heartless and manipulative guy but in my opinion, he's actually a good guy who just hides his emotion pretending to be evil towards other people. Its quite a sad anime too, seeing that everybody he cares for dies/leaves... and in the end, he sacrifice himself for world peace or something like that to be achieved. This anime in my opinion is good like 8.5 out of 10.






Kawaiiii!!!!





Other than that, I've also watch The Melancholy Of Haruhi Suzumiya... fist time watching it I got totally lost -.-... the storyline like jump here and there... so then I checked the internet and soon found the order to watch the anime in chronological order which made much more sense. But this anime in my opinion is somewhat above average only like a 7 out 10.


Soon I'm gonna watch Nodame Cantabile =)... and someday soon I'll go and get Angel Beats from Abby. When she first told me about that anime, I heard Angel Bees... then Angel Beads XD... and I was like "wad???"...

Hmmm, oh ya, the scary movie night this coming Thrusday =)... thought I afraid of scary movies but I'm sure it would be fun to see other people also scared XD... sadly the person I want to see is not going again. Guess I wouldn't see that person no more.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

So Far So Good =D

Holidays have started since last Friday...
On Sat- Went for bb in the morning... and wow, plenty of people came =D, then after that, went home and play COD with Chong Wei till like 5pm. After that I went to Abby's house with Mel for her church price giving day and lastly we went to my house and play COD again together with pris XD...

Then Sunday, my leg still hurts and hand still hurts because during bb some minor unwanted accident happened. So I just rest at home watching- Clannad After Story =D (THX ABBY). As usual, the storyline is sad and there were parts where my eyes became watery. Somehow I like this anime very much... dunno why XD.

Hmm, then on Monday I finish watching Clannad and just relax at home =)
Oh ya, Chong Wei asked me to go to college which I didn't to celebrate with Julian and Justin who finish their exams on this day. He went there in the morning and ended up waiting till like 3pm or so playing pokemon in the library XD. And I totally forgot that today was our SAM prom night XD... I thought it was tomorrow (16th)

Then today, I partially cleaned my room of all the old unwanted books which I've been keeping since form 4 XD... looking through them brings back memories, most which are happy and others which I hope to forget but can't seem to do so. Then around 2pm, Chong Wei and Julian came over to play COD. Veteran mode quite hard wei... kept dying but somehow we manage to complete some of the first few missions. =)

Anyways, I really hate procrastination but somehow it seems to hang around me a lot. I actually planned to totally clean my room and also wash the car the past couple of days but I never get to it. I'm always like "haiz... do later la... tomorrow only do la... holiday still so long, no rush" or when I'm about to go do it, then something else comes up which takes only like 5 mins of my time and I loose all interest and mood to do it -.-... I also need to start to exercise to gain some weight... since during holiday got quite a lot of free time to do so =D

-Simple Plan song lyrics... if I remember correctly : Procrastination, running circles in my head, while you seat there contemplating you wound up left for dead. Life is what happens while your busy making your excuses...

Friday, November 12, 2010

What To Say?

Simple... EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Horah!... yesterday I wasn't able to sleep wei.... 10pm went to bed, 10.30pm+ only sleep... woke up at like 12am then slept till 1.30am+ then sleep again then woke up at like 4.30 -.-.... haiz.. maybe just to excited or anxious already. Some more, today was the worse day of all the subjects. I literally left like half empty =(... seriously sad wei. Haiz, no more spec math for me wei. SRY MR WOON. You are a great lecturer, both funny and helpful but I'm a lost cause when it comes to spec math XD.

Anyways, finally went cc today after soo long =D... played for like 3h 30 mins of L4D2... stupid witch and tankers -.-...

Hmm, things that I wanna do during the hols... watch anime, eat!!!, errr, cc?... maybe but 1 or 2 HK dramas... exercise once in awhile(bb, badminton, swimming?) and maybe 1 to 2 more things....

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Update... nothing better to do...

Hmm, one more week of exams then SAM is over =)... time seriously fly by this year. And other than my classmates, I like never make any other friends from other classes or other programs -.-... guess I was just tired of the idea of doing so. During the 1 week "study break" before the finals, spent it watching around 5 HK dramas which I've watched before all over again XD... one drama in 1 to 2 days XP.

Thursday- a couple of days ago, went to Luke's house for steamboat... it was a random and kinda awkward thing since there were like 7 ex bu3 students and the other like 11 were his college friends. It was fun though we didn't mixed with them. The funniest thing is that when Yu Beng came back from something, Luke's mom brought Yu Beng into the kitchen and introduced him to all of Luke's college mates XD... thank God it didn't happen to me.

Other than that, thanks Sam for lending me her Ouran High School anime. Its quite funny though its more for girls.

oh ya, I've also downloaded some songs =) :
Taylor Swift - Back To December, Enchanted, Haunted, Innocent, Sparks Fly, Better Than Revenge, Never Grow Up
James Blunt - Stay The Night, Best Laid Plans, If Time Is All I Have, So Far Gone, These Are The Words
Linkin Park - Burning In The Skies
We The Kings - What You Do To Me
Plain White T's - Rhythm Of Love
Rascal Flatts - Why Wait
The Script - You Wont Feel A Thing, Nothing, If You Ever Come Back
Selena Gomez - A Year Without Rain, Off The Chain, Ghost Of You, Live Like There's No Tomorrow, Intuition

err, randomness... the late Heath Ledger played his role as the Joker in 'The Dark Knight' magnificently. He really amaze me as he brought out the Joker which is cunning, sinister and had nothing to lose =D

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Yesterday, Today , Tomorrow & Recently

Well, yesterday I had a great time... it wasn't that great but it could have been worse if you know what I meant. I'm not saying that it wasn't great but it just wasn't that great (you get what I mean). So basketball in the morning as usual. But only this time there was me, Yat Hong and Wei Xin. The 3 of us were the only one who went. But it was good =). We fought against Danny, an old man (he may be old but he is sooo much better than us wei) and the skipping rope guy XD. I didn't expect us to score 9 points in that match... well yea, they went easy on us so we were leading 9 - 5 then they got serious and caught up and won 9 - 11 =D... but it was a good game, had lots of fun. Then after that we went and play against KP's family. The first game we got trashed, one of KP's bro scored all the points and we lost like 10 - 0 XD... Yati was marking him at that time. Its not that he's weak, I believe its just that he does no want to like get serious and risk hurting the little guy XD... Then in the second match against KP's family, surprisingly we manage to win. But it was a close battle 11 - 8.

After that, the 3 of us went to eat at CP then we went swimming at Riana Green =D... hehehe, some things which no other people can find out happen at that time XD... we should do it again, but this time more serious and organized =)...

Hmm, after that we went to my house for awhile to like rest and around 4.50pm I Wei Xin left... Then about 6.30pm me and Yati went to Curve to meet up with Teck, Mel, Luke, Pris and Gavin. We ate at Bubble Gum or something like that... I can't remember the name XD... but the food there was quite nice but expensive... it burnt a hole in my wallet =(

After that we went to Xue Yi's house for karaoke =D... and Sam Hui Ken was there O.O XDD.. didn't expect to see him there... My singing sucks... seriously... I think her neighbors will be complaining due to the sound pollution made by us XD

Today- After coming back from Xue Yi's house, I wanted to blog about it but I forgot... so since I already on my lap top, I watched Hayate The Combat Butler season 1 and finished it =D.
Then I went to sleep... err nothing much happen between then till now...

Err, tomorrow will be like the last week in college before a week of study break then finals exma... gulp.... the past couple of week I've been like watching tv, going online and basically just wasting time doing nothing productive... that about it la.

Then recently I downloaded some new songs =D
Secondhand Serenade - You And I, Reach For The Sky, Something More, World Turns, So Long, Is There Anybody Out There, Only Hope
The Script- For The First Time
Shinedown- If Only You Knew
Nickelback- Never Gonna Be Alone
Daughtry- Life After You, September
Danial Merriweather- Red
Boyzone- Gave It All Away
Brian Mcfadden- Mistakes
Train- You Already Know, This Ain't Goodbye, If It's Love

~ Wish for something very unlikely, hoping that it would someday come true~
~Lie for long enough and someday it will become the truth~

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Stupid -.-

Walau wei, my sister is !@#$ @#$%^ !@#$%... quite some time ago, she manage to get 1 laptop stolen as she left it in the car. Then today while I was in class, she called me and ask me to help her.
So ok lo... since she said it was an emergency.

My sis asked go out and turn left towards AC.... so I follow lo... then when I'm at ac and ask her where to go she was like not there la -.-... then after a short argument she say facing college turn left -.-... couldn't that !@#$% just say walk towards business school or now its CPU =.=... Then the place she asked me to go to was actually the pork noodle shop... she couldn't say that u know.. she had to say like near this near that... its a stall la -.-... then when I finally reach there, my sister also arrive not long after -.-... freaking waste of my time wei... And the reason why she called me was because she left another laptop on the table after eating with her friend... how !@#$% irresponsible is that wei.

This seriously adds up to my anger towards her wei... She is also freaking self centered and lazy. I know I've mention this quite a number of times but she never learns... The other day, my dad bought a very nice biscuit from a shop lot at SS2. So I put it in the fridge so that no ants would crawl all over it. When my sis took it out to it, I reminded her to put it back in the fridge when she's done. And as usual she "forgot" and left it outside. -.-... and when I told her about the ants all over it she was like " only one piece left only wad -.-" ... !@#$% her wei.
Furthermore, she also likes to cook food when the maid comes. Then she'll just dump all the prying pans, plates ect ect into the basin to let the maid wash. Before this she expects me or my mom to wash -.-...

lastly, she still owes me RM 50 and 100 Singapore Dollar.. this was since form 3 wei -.-... that !@#$% said she would pay me back during chinese new year or christmas every year but never -.-

haiz, what to do with people like her le?... I seriously wonder how can her friends stand someone like her.

Monday, October 11, 2010

Secondhand Serenade

Is There Anybody Out There
You can say goodbye,

To all the things that you have ever known.
You can say goodbye,
And leave behind the life that you have grown.
What's the point,
You try to start from scratch,
but get let down,

You can say goodbye,
Just to realize there's no-one left around.
So what am I fighting for.

Tell me
Is there anybody out there,
Am I swimming through this empty sea alone,
Am I looking for an answer
Or am I trying to find a way to get back home.
Is there anybody out there,
Would you hear me if I screamed or if I cried,
I'm looking for an answer
And just trying to find a way to survive.

You can live or die,
Without the chance to find out what your worth,
You can live or die,
And never find the one that she'd deserve,
You can walk alone,
And live behind the shadows in your heart,

You can say goodbye
Or live and find out you've been alone right from the start
So what am I fighting for.

Tell me
Is there anybody out there,
am I swimming through this empty sea alone,
Am I looking for an answer,
Or am I trying to find a way to get back home.
Is there anybody out there,
Would you hear me if I screamed or if I cried,
I am looking for an answer
And just trying to find a way to survive.

Never thought I would end up all alone,
Every day I am feeling further away from home,
I can't catch my breath,
but I am holding on.

Is there anybody out there,
is this the last time I have to say goodbye,
Am I staring at my future,
Is it time to take charge of my life,

Is there anybody out there
Am I swimming through this empty sea alone,
Am I looking for an answer,
or am I trying to find a way to get back home,
Is there anybody out there,
Would you hear me if I screamed or if I cried,
I am looking for an answer,
And just trying to find a way to survive,
a way to survive,
and I am holding on.

Friday, October 8, 2010

Randomness is back =D

- Removed the chat box... it got spam by unknown people -.-

- Something just doesn't seem right anymore. The world is changing and so are the people. So its either we change with them or just be forgotten.


- In order for one to rise, another must fall. That is life =(

- To achieve a greater goal, sacrifices are unavoidable. But what we can do is to minimize it =D

- What matters then still matters now. Though time changes people and emotions but they do no change memories =)

- Why bother looking back when there is nothing we can do to change it?...Is it so that we do not forget who we are?

- A broken heart takes a long time to heal. There is no cure better than support and a big smile =D

- What make a man?... having a penis??? XXDDDD... answer varies from people

- Better word for weird = unique, exquisite, exotic, special, freak, weirdo =P

- Smiling or laughing doesn't mean one is happy. While emotionless face and tears doesn't mean angry/bored/sad.

- People makes mistakes, that is what makes us humans =)

- The closer one is to another the easier it is to hurt each other. This is because the minor things hurts more since you think that they wont be the one who hurt you as they are supposed to be the one who knows you.

- How I Met Your Mother is a great comedy =D...

- What happen to Rave, D-Gray Man and Yakitake-Japan???... come on la, why wont they finish the anime?... Those are good anime but they never bother to continue/finish the anime -.- except the manga.

- What goes around comes around --> economics, poverty cycle... that is what I wrote in the exam... I got 0 for it XD

- There are many types of people... eg: poker face people, actors, pretenders, liars, backstabbers, jokers, idiots, easily affected by mood, loud, lame, but funny, lame and not funny, evil, nice, optimist, pessimist, realist, sexist, racist, classist, ect ect... XO

- I think I hate or maybe dislike people who are easily affected by their mood.

- I used to believe that life is good but as I grow older and experience more things, I realize that I was wrong... life is bitter sweet =)

- At first I believe that people do good things out of good will and without any other motives. but now I'm sure everybody does things that benefit themselves in someway. If it doesn't then they wouldn't do it... I hope to be proven wrong though.

- Prices are increasing all over the world. What about a smile? Is it still free or does it now also cost something?

- Why commit suicide when you're unhappy or pushed to the edge?... Just take a moment to think... get back down... get your revenge which should be sweet... then only think again about committing suicide XD

- Life gives you lemons - make lemonade =)
- throw it back and ask life to squeeze it for you =P
- ask for watermelons instead -.-
- squeeze it at a person's eyes whom you hate XD
- ask for more and sell! $_$
- I believe in happiness and I hope to see it in someone whom I know =)

- Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder -from a drama =)

- Everybody has an option, whether it is to be sad or not its entirely up to them and no one else.

- When boys become men, they are still boys. But when girls become women, they become a pain in the arse bitches XXDDD jk jk

- Never judge a book by its cover

- randomness over for now =P

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Tiring Day...

wow, I spend almost the whole day out today. I dunno whether I should be sad or happy about it. I had a great time though. BB in the morning, badminton & swimming after that and Mag's house in the evening till 11pm. The only time I came home was around 3 to 5 like that to change and rest but ended up playing ps3 XD.
I should be studying since my finals is coming soon =(... So far I fail 2 subjects -> math and spec math, amg amg pass econs... seriously on the line... and English B17 which is 1 more grade to an A. Physic I haven't gotten it back yet but hopefully it will turn out ok... though the chances of that happening aren't good.
Anyway Happy Birthday Mag... sry but truthfully I didn't remember that today was your birthday till Teck reminded me yesterday. Well to be more precise since its already pass 12, I didn't know your birthday was yesterday till Teck told me the day before. So HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!(pass 12 ady)

Saturday, September 25, 2010

COD MODERN WAREFARE 2 !!!

OMG, today I spent like 6 hours playing Call Of Duty- Modern Warfare 2 =D...
I basically got killed hundreds of times in the game. The mission is quite hard, people shooting at you, grenades flying here and there, helicopters shooting at you -.- RPG.I was like panicking, dying, shooting and sometimes killing my team mate, ... bullets flying here and there enemies all around me. So hard man the game (maybe I'm just too noob thats why its hard for me). Some more there is a mission where we get to ride the ski-vehicle while running away from enemies.

There is also mission where we jump through rooftops... and I'm the only one who has to no make the final jump and fall down to the ground. Then I've gotta run all the way back to the roof and escape... I died like 4 times doing this cause I jump at the wrong place and die... and the last time was when I was suppose to jump to the helicopter ladder, I didn't press the jump button so I fell XD

And so I stopped after this mission as you can see from the pic:This part of the mission reminded me of a show which I've watch before. I couldn't rememeber the name but the surrounding it 90% the same. Gunners all on the top, we at the bottom surrounded by them in the shower room. Well here we have those riot shields opponent and we survive but in the movie there isn't and all of them died... even the last fella who was in the sewer and had to play hero and go up there after everyone died.

err, I wanted to update about something else too, but I play too much of this until I forgot what I wanted to update about ady -.-

--------------------EDITED 26th September----------------------

Weeee, finally finished COD Modern Warfare 2 =D. It took me a total of 9hours + and also like 100 deaths all together XD.
Then after that I tried to play special opps or something like that. I can't even complete any of the missions =(. That is how noob I am... regular mode also I cannot complete to get even 1 star out of 3 =(

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

=.=

Haiz... as usual, where were they when I sorta needed them?... that is why the best thing is to rely on no one but yourself.

Anyways I had to pick my sister up from college today and everything went kinda wrong...
I was supposed to use the no toll way but when I arrive at DU I did not take the underground pass and went up instead.... then I didn't manage to go straight so I turned to the toll.

So since I saw 2 touch&go cards in the car I thought I would use them... but then both ended up to have $0 -.-... haiz... and I couldn't reverse cause there were many cars behind me... so I borrowed a nice lady's touch and go card to go pass the 1st toll...
(sry miss, I heard after that that only 1 card can be use at 1 toll once... so sry for any trouble I caused you and thx very much... but its not like she'll see this)... but this also proves that bad things happen to good people. She was so nice to lend it to me and she got stuck there =(

Anyways after that I reach the second toll. I couldn't use the normal cash lane as I didn't take the ticket before so once again I went to the touch&go lane thinking that I could top up... but in the end cannot top up pulak -.-... only can top up at the toll before that -.-... but another nice lady who was in the booth let me go =) thx!!! (...not like she'll see this either)

T_T what a bad experience driving

Sunday, September 12, 2010

♥♪♫♥♫♪♥

Hilary Duff =)
"Someone's Watching Over Me"

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me

Thursday, September 9, 2010

T-T, why le ...

Haiz, today was a very sad day =(

Yes, my friend went through the trouble of throwing me a surprise party today but I just can't feel happy... I won't be going into details of the short surprise party and what I did after that cause I don't have the mood now.

Anyways this is what made me sad.
After swimming at Teck's place, I reverse my car and banged a lorry -.-... I saw the lorry and wanted to break but accidentally accelerated =( the lorry have minor scratch but my car a little bit worse... luckily the guy let me go...

Then not even 30 mins after that I bang another car... -.-... while reversing again =( at 1Utama new wing open parking =(... the car in front of me reverse so I took a quick look at the rear mirror and didn't see the car behind me. So I reverse and bang again -.-... but luckily again the driver let me go...

haiz, 2 accidents in 1 day b2b some more... So unlucky =(...why did this happen to me???... haiz, I don't think I wanna drive anytime soon

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Wonderful day =D

Well today was quite well
morning --> went to taman tun library to play tennis for the 1st time =) [I kena pawned by Julian though]... and I felt so noob because the court beside where we were playing were small kids like standard 1-3 who apparently seemed to play better than me XD thats how much I sucked.
Then after that I finally went to study after so long =)... but actually spent most of the 2 hours talking =p... after that went makan at a place in taman tun.

Afternoon --> went to Julian house and studied... again. Well we did study, but spent more than 1 hour which is half the time there playing Starcraft 2 =DDD. The graphics are like OMG super duper chunted =D... its 10X better than Starcraft 1 not that Starcraft 1 wasn't good. And and did I mention about the new characters???
Terran- Thor, Marauder and err Jumper?? or something like that... a character which can jump XD... ad the battlecruiser shoots much much faster than in Starcraft 1
Zerg- Roaches, Baneling or something like that, infestors and others i dunno... plus plus the ultralisk changed wei... bigger stronger and uglier XD
Protos- I'm not raelly sure about protoss, but got err Stalker XD...
Night --> by far one of the best. My mom came home with food X )... 2 friedrice from Dragon Eye + 2 Siew Loong Pao... 2 salad from Chilies + burger + Something which have chicken tenders and mini chicken drumstick. And its all for me =DDDD... So if I die, I'll die a happy man XD




Anyways, thanks to those who wished me today =D... for those who didn't, I dun blame you, cause I may have not wished you too =P

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Randomness Again

Well today I learned something quite interesting which is DISC... another personality thingy
Well I think I'm mainly an IS =)... got this from wikipedia:
  • Dominance: People who score high in the intensity of the "D" styles factor are very active in dealing with problems and challenges, while low "D" scores are people who want to do more research before committing to a decision. High "D" people are described as demanding, forceful, egocentric, strong willed, driving, determined, ambitious, aggressive, and pioneering. Low D scores describe those who are conservative, low keyed, cooperative, calculating, undemanding, cautious, mild, agreeable, modest and peaceful.
  • Influence: People with high "I" scores influence others through talking and activity and tend to be emotional. They are described as convincing, magnetic, political, enthusiastic, persuasive, warm, demonstrative, trusting, and optimistic. Those with low "I" scores influence more by data and facts, and not with feelings. They are described as reflective, factual, calculating, skeptical, logical, suspicious, matter of fact, pessimistic, and critical.
  • Steadiness: People with high "S" styles scores want a steady pace, security, and do not like sudden change. High "S" individuals are calm, relaxed, patient, possessive, predictable, deliberate, stable, consistent, and tend to be unemotional and poker faced. Low "S" intensity scores are those who like change and variety. People with low "S" scores are described as restless, demonstrative, impatient, eager, or even impulsive.
  • Conscientious: People with high "C" styles adhere to rules, regulations, and structure. They like to do quality work and do it right the first time. High "C" people are careful, cautious, exacting, neat, systematic, diplomatic, accurate, and tactful. Those with low "C" scores challenge the rules and want independence and are described as self-willed, stubborn, opinionated, unsystematic, arbitrary, and unconcerned with details.
Hmm... other than that I've all of a sudden got this craving... not for food but for old songs... those that I've listen before once upon a time. So I've downloaded some of those that I can remember =D

I'm Like A Bird- Nelly Furtado
I Believe I Can Fly- R.Kelly
One Day In Your Life & Left Outside Alone- Anastacia
How Am I Supposed To Live Without You- Michael Bolton
Ain't No Sunshine- Bill Withers/ Lighthouse Family
Always And Forever- Heatwave Crawl
Unbreak My Heart- Toni Braxton
Saving All My Love For You- Whitney Houston
Wishing On A Star- The Cover Girls
Emotion- Destiny Child
Age Ain't Nothing But A Number- Aaliyah
If This Isn't Love- Jennifer Hudson
You Are Not Alone- Michael Jackson
Nothings Gonna Change My Love- Glenn Medeiros
Eternal Flame- The Bangles
Top Of The World- Carpenters
I Wanna Know What Love Is- Foreigner
Have I Told You Lately- Rod Steward
The Great Pretender- The Platters

Other than that, I feel a moment of relief since the most stressful week was over... but trials are coming soon... after Raya =(


Saturday, August 21, 2010

Finally

Yes wei, out of the many weeks I went for bb today finally manage to actually play =D
half a court was ours (special thanks to Magdalene for her ball) and after that we even played full court =D... some more today met a new friend Melissa Lim =) who is a friend for Mag's.

Then we went to teck's place to play badminton =D and had a good time there. Even the part about Ethel's forehead. That seriously made my day =DD... and also hats off to Melissa. She like got so much energy wei. After bb, badminton still can play and when all of us are tired, she says she is still ok. GENG!...

To top things off, Wei Mae came from college and join us for a short while before all of us go maken KFC!... Luke even joined us there and we also met HQ who says she is "studying" somewhere in Center Point.

There were only to things that made this day less enjoyable.
1st- the coming week got lots of 2 presentation and 3 test =(
2nd- my leg fats chao kan (cramp)

but overall it was worth it.
Eh eh, you guys most probably wouldn't see this, but next time lets go swimming at Teck's place too =D

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Hit Me With Your Best Shot

C'mon... they said 2nd semester would be much more relax but as usual, they lied =(
At first I thought it would just be a terrible week but I was wrong.

This is hell's month.
Next week - Mon : Moral presentation
Mon to Wed : English listening and writing
Tues : Physic write up test
Wed : Spec Math class test
The following week- Mon : Physic class test
Around Mon to Fri : Physic presentation
Thursday : Math class test
Sept 1st week- Math D.I. -.-

The week before (2nd to 8th)- Mon : Physic class test
Thurs : Moral and in
Fri : Physic IDS hand in

haiz... but after that can relax a little bit then in Sept trials -.-

so c'mon, i can take what you throw at me or i'll fall trying >:l

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Please Don't Stop The Music =D

Downloaded more songs... =D

We The Kings ft Demi Lovato- We'll Be A Dream
We The Kings- What You Do To Me
Uncle Kracker- Smile... [ I didn't know he sang this song =) ]
Maroon 5 - She Will Be Love

Do you remember the nights
We'd stay up just laughing
Smiling for hours at anything
Remember the nights
We drove around crazy in love

When the lights go out, we'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

Do you remember the nights
We made our way dreaming
Hoping of being someone big
We're so young then
We were too crazy in love

When the lights go out, we'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

Woah, woah, woah...
Woah, woah, oh...

When the lights go out, we'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be

When the lights go out, we'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Random update =D

Every second of every minute,
Every minute of every hour,
Every hour of every day,
You leave me, you leave me speechless.

And every day of every week,
Every week of every month,
You leave me, leave me empty.

There is hole in my chest,
Where my heart use to be,
There a pain in my head,
Which just can't be cure.

So, why can't you just let me go?
Why can't you just leave me be?
So it makes me wonder,
Bout the times we spent together.

There is hole in my chest,
Where my heart use to be,
There a pain in my head,
Which just can't be cure.
... bla bla bla...

walau... my math grades so low wei =(

btw, downloaded 3 new songs
Maroon 5- Misery
David Archuleta- She's Not You, Something Bout Love
and actually a lot of Christian song too =

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Poor Memory -.-

Dammit wei, I forget I lend "what" to who and if I got lend "it" to anyone or not =(... I've searched my room for it and i can't seemed to find it =(

So far, all I remember is I lend Abby and Teck stuff but not in detailed what they are.

So far my most head spinning one is a HK Drama title: You're Hired... the only thing that I can remember about it is that someone wanted to borrow it and I'm not sure I lend it to that someone... haiz

so if I did lend the drama You're Hired to you, pls inform me... thx... thought I doubt if I did lend it to someone, that person would see this -.-

Why do bad things happen to good people?

Today le, was supposed to be like any other sat... BB then dunno what.
Everything was going ok, we went to play in bu6 park cause the community hall was taken =(...
at the very last minute before we leave, I accidentally elbowed Luke in the eye =(...
His eye swollen on the spot.

REALLY REALLY REALLY SRY MAN LUKE =(... What made it worse was, he still can joke about it although he must be in pain. What to do le... that is his nature... anyways sry again Luke, though you wont see this.

Hope that I can make it up to you next time and get well soon.

Friday, July 23, 2010

Pg5 ady liau

“Yea, what is it?” Max asks curious to know what the guy have to say.

“The spider wasp has a higher chance in winning as its venom is made to paralyze its prey and it is much faster and lighter compared to the goliath spider. Very people know this and so they bet on the goliath spider allowing the bookie to win a large sum of money in one go.” Gabe grins as he said this as he was also thinking about the easy money he could win.

Upon hearing this, Max also places RM 500 on the spider wasp. Soon after that, the match started and the spider wasp makes the first move. It dances around the goliath spider trying to make it disorientated. The goliath spider tries to use its fangs to attack the wasp but any attempts made by it were in vain. Though it took some time, but the wasp planned in confusing the goliath spider worked. Max and the handful of people made the right choice as about 30 minutes after placing their bets, the spider wasp manages to inject its paralytic venom into it goliath spider and soon after the huge spider fell prey to one of the world most magnificent predator. Becoming his usual self again, Max collects his winnings from the bookie that seemed reluctant to let go of the money.

“Thanks for the tip man.” Max patted Gabe on the back. “The least I could do is to buy you a cold beer to show you my gratitude.” Max added.

“No problem mate.” Gabe said cheerfully as he counts the money he had just won. “But about the beer, I’m a little busy now so can I hold your offer till the next time we meet?” added Gabe.

“Sure no problem, thanks again man. I guess I should get going then. Bye” Max shakes Gabe’s hand as he said goodbye.

Back at Cerin Tower, Max enters the room and noticed that Elaine is still fast asleep by the wall where he had left her earlier. Not wanting to wake her, Max quietly ate some of the scones and drank a cup of coffee. Right after that Max went to a wall near Elaine and took dose off. … The sound of the door closing woke Max up. Max took a quick glance out the window and notice that it is already noon. Taking a look around the room expecting to see Elaine, Max only saw that the coffee had been drank and the scones eaten but she was nowhere to be seen.

“Elaine!!!” Max shouted as he runs out of the room.

The ground floor was an empty and though he had searched the building a dozen times, the results were the same. Then it hits Max as he realizes that Elaine must have returned to her house. And so, Max rushes over there expecting find her in the house. By the time Max reaches Elaine’s house, the sky was already dark- darker than usual though it was only noon. The door was open and the police no entry sign which used to be hung up at the front door is now torn apart. The house was empty as Max searches the house from top to bottom. Apparently Elaine must have left quite some time ago. Max is unable to think of any reason why Elaine would just leave him. The feeling of overwhelming pain and sadness fills Max’s heart, like a knife stabbed through the heart. Just as Max is about to leave the house, he heard a radio which apparently was left on in the house that a meteor shower is about to hit Earth for the 2nd time after the incident which happened 4 years ago. Max quickly goes into a sewer for shelter as it is safer compared to staying in the house. 45 minutes later the meteor shower begins. Max could hear the sound of meteors smashing the ground above him as he doze off in the sewer for some unknown reason.