Sunday, July 26, 2009

LOUD was errm.... loud!!!!

Well as the title states, and so you can obviously guess I went for LOUD 2009...
Well I went Joshua's house at 3.45 so did Yu Beng and Yat Hong... so amg went I arrived Yu Beng also arrive. Then as soon as I enter Josh's house, Yat Hong smsed me : when you reach Joshua's place, tell me.

Well soon after that, Joshua's dad, fetch us to LOUD but first picking up Kyubi..( Chia Kuui).
We arrived there at like 4.20 or so. We met Jian-Yong there around 5 and waited till 6.50 before entering the auditory room or something like that.
During that time, we wondered around Joshua's church. Walau wei, his church got like a basketball court, a small gym, ping-pong table, Nitendo Wii, ps 2(with guitar to play Guitar Heroes 2, according to Yu Beng) and also got ddr.

For those who dunno what ddr means, ddr is the dace floor thingy with arrows which I also just only found out in LOUD hours ago.
It was a night to remember cause there was lots and lots of noise( now I know why they call it LOUD). There was a performance form Blisters or something like that( the one who won cheer 09)II sry if I spelled wrong), then a band Junkyards or something like that and few more which I can't remember their names(sry, memory not that good)

The worst part of everything is that none of us brought a camera to take pictures. Therefore, there are no pictures here T.T....

On the way back we made a lame joke... seriously lame i think
Yat Hong, Yu Beng, me

Hey, they should call it SOFT instead of LOUD
yeah, then we won't be able to hear a single thing they are saying, and we will be like louder pls, we can't hear you
Then they will ask us to lower our voices down...
Yeah but we won't be able to hear them... too soft already their voice
When they ask us to clap, we use one finger to clap like rain drops only

thats it.... this post is very short( short as in no pics about LOUD and so little explanation about it )

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Can't Sleep T.T

Haiz, I'm not able to sleep thought I've tried lying in bed for like 40 minutes ++. I finally decided to do some homework which have been stocking up since a very long time...
So at 12.40, I started copying Melvin's Sejarah essei, wakaka( Thx Mel). Then at 1.30 or so, I patch up my moral on where I forgot to write the definisi and the nilai. Then around 2 to 3.40, I've been doing my mod maths homework (imagine how much homework I must had have just only in mod maths). Then now I'm writing this post.
Later I'm planning to do my Add Maths homework which I never did at all since chapter 3 and we are now at chapter 9( hope I can finish with the help of Melvin's book okce again and also Shou Yong's book)

Haiz, dunno why I am unable to sleep. Maybe its because I accidently fell asleep for an hour or so before my tuition... or maybe there are too many things going on in my head which I dun even know what they are.
Dammit, I hope tomorrow... err later today i'll be able to concentrate in class and also play dodgeball properly during PJK cause i've made a bet with Wei Mae(if and only if she stills remember) that whoever lose gotta belanja... ... something(I forgot what it was) and if I loose later she may shoot me also caused I said with confidence that its not called gambling if I never lose...
well guess i'll have to wait and find out what the outcome is...
hopefully, this will never happen again, I need my beauty sleep!!!! lol

Monday, July 20, 2009

One of my biggest fear X_X

Everybody and I mean everybody have something that they are afraid of. There was this show I watch when I was standard 4 or 5 called Child's Play. Its about a doll called Chucky possessed by an evil spirit or something which started killing people. I couldn't watch the whole show without covering my ears and closing my eyes at the part where the music becomes erie. The first movie I watch was Child's Play 4 : Bride Of Chucky, for me it was freaking scary.
Firstly : the doll look damn ugly
Secondly : the way the doll talks and once again look
Lastly : The way the freaking doll kills



It like appear out of no where or at places where its least expected and kills its victims brutally.
After watching that show, I became afraid of dolls- mainly at night when i'm alone in the dark with a doll nearby. I was even afraid to go to quiet places alone thinking that the worst could happen.
Then in 2008, I got a gift for my birthday present, dooodolls or something like that. Everynight when i'm about to go to sleep, it's big eyes are like staring at me. ( i know.. Paranoid), but still I can't help imagining the worst. ( See the big eyes!!!)

Then just about 20 mins before I started writing this post, I watched it again. This time it was Child's Play 3.



It stills scare me seeing how creepy the doll looks and also how it kills. I manage to watch the whole show though, and hopefully I wont have any nightmares when I go to sleep. Can you imagine the thought of a doll being able to look that ugly and kill lots of people brutally?

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Do you know how it feels to be dead inside while alive on the outside
and to fall asleep each night to the sad sad memories?
To have your life changed in the blink of an eye?
To discover your reality was nothing but lies made real?

Do you know how it feels to want someone to blame for everything that has happen?
To find yourself alone when your in the greatest pain?
Where the smile on the face is swiped just to realize that from this date
forward things will never be the same?
Do you know how it feels to learn your best wasnt good
enough for someone you care?
Do u know how it feels to make a fresh start to keep a smile on our
face after your whole world fell apart.
Never to show it to anyone, hiding it from the people around you
hoping- just hoping that one day, everything will go back to the way it used to be
where nothing seems to matters but the smile on your face.

The point is, always stay happy.
Never keep the sorrows to yourself- share it with your close ones
Let go of the past but never never forget it.
And lastly, never forget who we truly are.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Do it only lar... Kena tag by Melvin and ect..

Saw that Melvin tag me about 1 week ago liao but was lazy to do it... but now since everybody is doing the tag thingy so I also do lor...( btw answer the questions at the side... (=)
1. Last beverage: water
2. Last phone call: Mum
3. Last text message: Yat Hong
4. Last song you listened to: a chinese song... dunno the title. Its in chinese T.T
5. Last time you cried: Can't remember... watery eyes got la

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: no
7. Been cheated on: Think so...
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope
9. Lost someone special: Yes, plenty
10. Been depressed: Yes, all the time
11. Been drunk and threw up: nope

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Blue
13. Green
14. Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Don't think so
16. Fallen out of love: yes
17. Laughed until you cried: No, but till stomach hurts got la...
18. Met someone who changed you: Yup, and also one quite some time ago
19. Found out who your true friends were: think so...
20. Found out someone was talking about you: dunno,
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: P&C
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: let me see... lazy to count...
23. How many kids do you want to have: err, too early to even decide...
24. Do you have any pets: Terapins(wrong spelling... turtles)
25. Do you want to change your name: never!!!
27. What time did you wake up today: 11.50++
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: going to sleep
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: i cannot wait to find myself again.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: yesterday night
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I rather not change anything. Whats done is done. Lets the past be the past.
32. What are you listening to right now? : to myself typing the answers to this question.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : eh... come to think of it... never wor... wow!
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: life
36. Whats your real name: Marcus???
37. Nicknames: Mark, Catus, Market, Mum, Mucus, Gimornica( sam called me this in facebook FFS)
38. Relationship Status: Single :), and proud to be... lol
39. Zodiac sign: -

40. Male or female?: U think...
41. Elementary?: SK SS19 Subang Jaya and SK Tropicana
42. High School?: SMK Bandar Utama 3
43. College?: Haven't decided yet...dont even know what course I should take
44. Hair colour: Black... actually people say its dark brown.... very dark brown
45. Long or short: long or short what??
46. Height: 182... ( only 0.5 cm shorter than Yati.. T.T)
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: used to...
48: What do you like about yourself? : my lack of talent... its counted right??
49. Piercings: None, why would I want to go through the pain to punch a hole in myself?
50. Tattoos: dun have one and never will
51. Righty or lefty: lefty... hope I don't die due to the usage of right handed tools...

FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: never had one yet
53. First piercing: -
54. First best friend: Khaled Amru
55. First sport you joined: badminton
56. First vacation: either Seremban or Ipoh, if not then too young to remembere
57. First pair of trainers: Trainers as in coach or what??

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: nope
60. Drinking: water
61. I'm about to: post this in my blog
62. Listening to: the tv and myself typing
63. Waiting on: nothing important now.

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids?: think so... no reason not to one them
65. Get Married?: why not, if I find the right one
66. Career?: something I like to do... which now is eating...

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: both.. wakaka
69. Shorter or taller: shorter
70. Older or Younger: Younger la
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both...
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: err nice everything...
73. Sensitive or loud: i think i prefer loud...
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: neither

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nope
77. Drank hard liquor: what percentage of alcohol is considered as hard liquor??
78. Lost glasses/contacts: nope, broken glasses got lar.. lots of them :)
79. Sex on first date: Haven't even dated once. So what do you think...
80. Broken someone's heart: think so, i rather not though
81. Been arrested: nope, I got a small part of me which want to know the feeling...
83. Turned someone down: think so...
84. Cried when someone died: Tried to...just can't... lost that part of feeling
85. Fallen for a friend?: once

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes, 10% of the time.. lol
87. Miracles: yup, miracles always happen
89. Heaven: Duh, and Hell too...
90. Santa Claus: Yes, though I haven't met the real one.
91. Kiss on the first date: see question 79
92. Angels: Yup, watching over all of us

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no
95. Did you sing today?: Not yet
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Think so... but its for their own good
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : 2 choices, standard 2 and form 3.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: wont choose last year
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: dunno... should I??
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: nope.