Wonderful Italy?

The day after prom, my family and I went to Italy ^_^
it was super cold there, the food there was wonderful... other than the food provided by the group =.= which was terrible. In Italy, the time difference was 7hours... so when people here were awake, we were sleeping... XD

In Italy, the second day, it was snowing ^_^... we took a boat to Venice Island which was kinda flooded a little so we did nothing much there. My whole shoes and jeans were soaking wet T_T... but the view was wonderful =)... then we left for Milan at 1pm where my mum did a little shopping.. i think...

The following day, we left for Switzerland at 8.30am =D,... arrived at the border at 12.40 and the scenery there was wonderful... totally amazing, the food bought in the streets there were good!!!
then we left for Milan again at 4.40pm and reached at 5.50pm where we were so tired that we went straight to the hotel and sleep... zZZ

The next day, we left for Florence at 8.30am. We made a short detour to Pisa at 12.40pm... there I manage to bought my cards ^-^!!... and the building there was slanted 0.0... it would be a historical moment if the building collapsed while we were there..XD. Then at 2.10pm we left and reached Florence at 3.30pm. There we saw so many beautiful sculptures and historical buildings (churches)

Then finally we went to Rome. We saw the Colosseum!! and we entered a wonderful church where we saw dead popes..XD

Well this is seriously a summarized of the whole trip... and sry that there are no pics... really tired and lazy to upload them now... maybe some day later..

Wow, tomorrow is day last day of SPM for me and many others who didn't take chinese. ^_^
Life starts after this, where reality sets in and hits us in the face
No more time for slacking off.
This are just meaningless words said by a lost soul, wondering what life has installed for him.

Time flies, and it seemed like yesterday we're we taking PMR... where we have nothing much to worry about other than getting good grades.

one thing... we'll never know what lies for us in the future, all we can do is live to see another day,
no matter what awaits us, i hope that everyone would embrace it like a man/Wo-man... XP

... well i've apparently ran out of things to say, so i wish myself and other people all the best tomorrow... may we have a blast out of it... XD

~transmission ends~

Natinonal Service....

Haiz... I just only check through sms and found out that i'm either in the 2nd or the 3rd batch.. =.=

To check by sms tpye "PLKN KEM >IC< to 15888

Why la... it means i can't start college next year??... ahahaha
Who else is in the 2nd or 3rd batch???

Life

Life has no meaning if you want it to have no meaning,
Life can be fun and full of surprises and prizes if you just open your eyes,
Not only that, but also by taking chance and grabbing the opportunity.
When a road seems to reach the end, never give up hope,
Cause when a door closes, a new window opens.

Though there are many sad moments in life,
But remember that every sad moment is followed by a happy one,
Like there will be rain before the rainbow.

Memories are meant to be made with friends and family,
All which are meant to be remembered and not forgotten even by time,
Thanks to those occurrence, we are who we are now,
and nothing can change that except time which will change us hopefully for the better.

Life is like a cycle,
We're were born into this world as one day will shall leave it.
And during that time in between, everything that have happen to us,
Happy or sad, will just be another memory for everyone to remember.

And so why not make good and happy memories instead of sad ones?
The time I've spent in 5 Dedikasi was one of the best memories I'll have in my life,
Other than knowing her, other than my first crush and other than what may happen in the future,
I know that I'll never forget the joyful times I had with the unique people in 5 Dedikasi.






EH EH AFTER SPM AH>>> KEEP IN TOUCH YAH??>>>
5 D RULEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Which Day???

5 Dedikasi... in this week, before SPM, which day wanna hoy party???... well not exactly a party... just lots and lots of junk food and snacks to munch on...XD
So want or not???
Wednesday.
Thursday
Friday???

FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=)(=

Once

The past is the past, let it be as it is. There is nothing one can do to change it, so why bother about it.

hmm, if I'm not mistaken, Wei Mae begin fasting early this week on Monday. She went on a one meal fast and today is supposed to be her last day... Congrats to her.
For me, I went on my first fast which is a water fast which it started on Tuesday, but sadly ended on Thursday.. XD... I got tempted and ate Mac D with Yat Hong and his bro.T.T

Well this time, i will try harder to fast. I'm planning to start again a water fast next week from Monday to Friday. Hopefully i'll be able to last for 1 week without any trouble. Anyone wanna teman me..??XD... ... (guess not)

Anyway this week was quite boring... other than risk on Monday and a little basketball, there was nothing else. To make things worst, i haven't begun to study like everyone else yet.T.T and SPM is like 18 days away.. haiz... i know its important, but i can't seem to study. HELP!!!!!!!!!

eh eh, Monday play pokemon cards and also risk ah..XD, I so long never play pokemon cards ady.... hopefully I still got it.

Stolen from Yat Hong's blog... Xd

Well I hope he wont mind... cause if you think about it, more people will know about it if its posted in two instead of one blog... XD... this is Yat Hong's recreated version of Tong Hua dedicated to Chie Yang.. XD.. so enjoy

Wo wang le duo jiu, jai mei you chuan le,
Dan shi wo ding bu sun le.
Wo hai ji de wo, sang chi juo de shi, na shi, wo
bi jiao chuaaaan.
Wo chuan je dui ni suo, ni si bu ke neng ying wo de,
Ni yao ying, jiu deng jiu jiu la.
Wo dang shi jen de chuan wo hai shi jen de chuan,
Wo sien jai yao juo jui chuan deeee

Chorus:
Wo bu yuan gei ni liang kuai chien,
ying wei ni sang chi ju jue wo,
wo sien jai yi jing gen bie ren gao gei ler,
Dan ching ni ji de wo sien jai shi ge hen chuan de gay,
suo yiiii, wo bu ai ni le....

Wo hai ji de na shi,
ni ju jie wo de yuan ying si,
wo jen de shi hen chuan,
dang wo thing jian na ju hua,
Wo ding bu sun le,
Ying wei chuan shi MY THING

Chorus:

Wo hai jue de, ni ying gai,
ACCEPT wo de liang kuai chien,
rang hou wo jiu ke yi chuan gei bie ren kan,
dan shi ni chue reject wo gei ni naaaaa liang kuai chien,
suo yi wo sien jai ling yuan bien gei.

Wo yao bien chen,
i ge you DESPO you chuan de GAY,
chang kai shuang sou,
jua ge ren THEN MOLEST tha,
Ni yao xiang xing,
WITHOUT ni wo hui despo dao je yang,
suo yiii PLEASE ACCEPT MY liang kuai chien. X2

Cing ni IGNORE ME BEING CHUAN.......

*YAWN*

The past couple of days were freaking tiring staying up till late night and not sleeping at all... busy downloading which took extra long due to the stupid connection which kept disconnecting from the internet.
Then in school, basketball... I'm becoming darker and darker and soon I'll be like Tze Runn/Run
Some more I keep watching tv and never study T.T

Well today Iron Man called me while I was watching tv... In a middle of a conversation, he asked me,*What do you think of Tina?*
I replied*what do you meant by what do I think of Tina... and out of everyone why her?*
then he said * What about Vivien then*
... ... ... whats with him and Leon??? one at tuition keep talking about them... then the other one randomly ask what I think about them. ZZZZ... my question is, out of everyone in the school why them???

hmm....the only thing keeping me awake, Oriental Beauty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

*Yawn*... anyway, today I won't be sleeping... cause by hook or by crook I must finish what I'm doing.. DOWNLOAD,BURN,LABEL & PRINT.. though it is most probably a failure. Hopefully I'll be able to stay awake for moral later today...
After today I'll be able to have a good night sleep. =.=zZ

How I Spent the 1 week holiday

Sat- watch Chinese drama
Sun- watch Chinese drama
Mon- watch Chinese drama & study a little & Gunbound
Tues- watch another Chinese drama & study & Gunbound & Tuition
Wed- Basketball & Gunbound & Tuition
Thurs- Chinese drama & Gunbound
Friday- Chinese Drama & Gunbound & Tuition
Sat- Gunbound all day long!!! & soccer
Sun(today la) - Church & Gunbound and home made steak(^.^) YUM!!!!!!!

haiz... whole holiday barely study... wasted it by watching drama's and playing gunbound...
( I'm kinda addicted to it again...zzz... kids game though...)

Well today I went to Center Point with my mum after she fetch me from tuition...
I bought 12 DVDs and 1 Drama. They ain't exactly all new, well actually none of them are...
District 9
Aliens In The Attic
Pink Panther 2
Ghosts Of Girlfriends Past
Hangover
College Road Trip
Terminator Salvation
I Love You Man
Land Of The Lost
17 Again
Shinjuku Incident (Chinese show)
Look For A Star (Chinese show)
You're Hired (Drama)

Well I haven't tested and see if they are clear... will be doing so in the 1 week holiday =), hopefully all are ok and I don't have to go and change them.
Anyway, gotta sleep ady... later got Chemistry and Physics. (Just when you thought the worst is over, here comes JPS... haiz)

Guess What??

Yesterday, I wasn't able to join Tecky and the others to play basketball at Bu6..T.T (now is already 12.16 so its the next day liau) In the morning, I saw something cute... Mel no offense keke.

lol cute right, the cat was trying to catch my Terrapins who were in the (cage/container) So we then left for Seremban.

Then at Uncle Michael's house I was able to witness a funny and romantic scene. You know in those chinese dramas, when the groom want to pick up the bride ah, gotta go through the chi mui's first by answering or doing what the groom and his heng tai's were told to do. Guess what, the groom's name is also Michael(hope its the correct spelling)

Lol... first they have to eat lemons... then if I'm not mistaken, sandwich.... (filled with wasabi and chili), then gotta give ang pau which they first gave Rm5... lol, after awhile more, they manage to come in to the house. But they gotta dance.... lol... after danceing, the groom gotta sing a song... then they reach the stairs where they had to answer questions to proceed if can't punishment. Then I heard when they were on the second floor already, there was one last obstacle. The groom have to pick the out right key using his toes and take it out in a ice cold bucket of water... Poor guy... see out of love he suffer so much. Then cham cha to the elderly, we got ang pau from the bride and groom, btw my sisters called them them kau kong and kam po, which were actually ment for our grandmother and fathers age type of people if you know what i mean. And well I called them aunty and uncle when they are actually same generation as us(bride is our cousin)

Then we came back to home after lunch at the beef noodle shop(YUM), where I manage to watch 4 episode of Burning Flame3. Then at 4.30 we left the house for Banker's Club in KL. Walau the place damn nice wei. The Bride came down... Then the Pastor preach. he told one story which I remembered :

There was a teacher who thought his students philosophy. One day, the teacher brought an empty glass bowl into the class. The whole class kept quiet, cause they never saw the teacher did anything like this before. Then the teacher poured golf balls into the bowl until it over flows.
Teacher: Is the glass bowl full?
Students: Yes!!
Then the teacher took out a bag of pebbles and poured it into the glass bowl. And the pebbles found its way in between the spaces of the golf ball. Then he took out a bag of fine sand and poured it into the glass bowl and slowly shake it as he poured until it was full.
Teacher: Is it full now?
Students: (with more confidence) Yes!!
Then the teacher went under the desk and open two cans of coke where he poured it into the bowl. The water filled up whats left of the very little space in the bowl. So then the teacher explained it to his students. The golf ball represents whats very important-friends, family, religion. Then the pebbles represents the next most important things in life- career, house, life insurance, ect. Then he explains about the sand which are the not so important things in life.

Teacher: If I put the sand or the pebbles in first, then I would not have space for the golf balls. That means in life, if you concentrate on minor/ useless stuff, you'll never be happy in life. In other words, concentrate on what important in life to be happy.
Female student: Then what does the coke represents?
Teacher: I'm glad you asked me that question. The coke represents... in everyone's life, we need to take some time of to have a drink or two.

LoL... Cut short la, then there was the wows between the groom and the bride, then dinner(including speech, songs more speeches, and a video about their story) Then we came home and here I am blogging.[I need a life I know(=)]

Not much pictures I know, but I lazy wanna wait for my cousin to send to me, then must wait to upload it to the com... haiz, so use your imagination ah.

KNS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well this week I had lots of fun...
Monday- Nothing
Tuesday- Priscilla's failed surprised party
Wednesday- Basketball then Nilai
Thrusday- Kar Loke's house study group
Friday- Came back from Kar Loke's house, and after tuition found out that my phone is missing... W760... my first Walkman slide phone.. T.T
In this week I can't recall much about it...
Haiz... this may be a punishment from the Lord for all the bad things I've done.... thats what I like to think...
there is a saying, you deserve what you get... what you do, in the end will come back to you ( or something like that)

A little too late...

Well, as I was browsing through my biodata book I saw a Chinese New Year card which I received from a friend of mine last year.(2008)
( err, I used my web cam to take the pic so its small and cacated. Thx to Mior who never return my camera... lol)
After seeing the content of the card,( I say again... its too small to read what it says)



This is what written on the card:
wishing you Happy & Prosperous New Year. Gong Xi Fa Chi =p
Sorry ya, though this year not pig year but because of the black & white square pig look so cute so ma send to you lo =)
Thank you for being such a good friend all this while, though this year(2008) like seldom talk, but I had lots of fun last year =).


Firstly, I don't think I've thank that person for sending me this card, so thank you very much though its already been 1 year ++ and I have to say that also I had fun too. Form 3 was one of my best years in BU3.
Secondly, I bet lots of people also got a card from that person, so nothing special la....
Thirdly, this got me thinking about one particular thing. Which is friendship. Or to be more specific, being a good friend.

In everybody's life, they have people who surrounds them and play an important part in their life. They are known as friends.
In my whole life, I've just realize something very important... I barely know anything about my friends... even Luke... all I know is he likes basketball, football, Liverpool fan, likes to eat wan tan ho.... and a little bit more things. But thats about it.
How can I call that person a friend, or even a good friend if I barely know anything about them.
This made me wonder, how well do I actually know all my friends... and whats the definition of a friend/whats the point of having a friend...

1.) I barely know them, well we talk and stuff but I never really try to get to know the real them, if you understand what I mean
2.) In short a friend is someone who you can share your happy and sad moments together, which for me, that never happen. Where was everyone when I needed them most?
3.) The point of a friend is so that one won't feel lonely or isolated, and can share their joy and sorrows with one another.

Out of everyone I've met in my life, I've never truly get to know them. We just talk to each other about stuff, have fun... but the sad part is, we do all this things without actually getting to know each other.
This is the thing I regretted most in my life so far.
for an example, lets say you've known a person for like 5 years or so. But you don't even know what he likes to do, or his favorite food/drink or even if he/she has a pet or not.
So how can you call yourself a friend without knowing about the other person?

I really wish that I could have gone back to form 3 and relive it, changing all the mistakes I've made since that time. But the past is the past, and its best left that way.
All I can do now is make the best of what I have and what I could have.

My motto, let go of the past, but never forget them. Because it made you who your are now.

My kInD Of gIrL

Tagged by Yat Hong 13 days ago...
if you a guy- post this as my kind of girl..
if your a girl- post it as my kind of boy..

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
Think so... doesn't really matter. Its the feelings that counts not looks

2. Smart?
Not stupid can already

3. Preferred age?
Prefer to same year or minimum 2 years younger

4. Preferred height?
Around +- 170cm

5. How about sense of humour?
Should have... if not very ma fan

6. How about piercings?
Ear can la... other parts better not...

7. Accepts you for who you are?
Obviously... if not whats the point of having a relationship where one keep pestering the other one to change...

8. Pink hair?
Weird color.... prefer not...

9. Mushy or not?
Dunno the meaning of mushy... so can't answer

10. Thin or fat?
Not too thin nor too fat....

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
light brown... not like Yat Hong's one- White, like Michael Jackson

12. Long hair or short hair?
Ok with both, as long as it suits them

3. Plastic or metal?
Blood, bones, skin....

14. Smells good?
As long as doesn't smell bad can liau

15. Smoker?
No thanks... dislike smokers... killing yourself and other people plus the surroundings only

16. Drinker?
No also... alcohol kills.... like smoking

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
Neighborly type ah??.... dunno

18. Muscular?
A little muscle can la... like Samantha Tock is ok... but if like Iron man then... (gulp)

19. Plays piano?
A big plus plus

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
Prefer acoustic guitar

21. Plays violin?
Yeah, can also... hopefully she can't do all 3 la...

22. Sings very good?
Think so... so at least when she sings, it would not rain

23. Vain?
Vain is ok... but must not be as vain as my cousin (he is a guy)

24. With glasses?
Not a problem at all... as long as it suits them

25. With braces?
Anything also can

26. Shy type?
Don't want until so shy... must be brave but not to brave also

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
Half half can ah???

28. Active or passive?
In between...

29. Tight or bomb?
Meaning... tight( always follow schedule??), bomb( like a time bomb, dunno when she will explode)????????

30. Singer or dancer?
both also can

31. stunner?
can also... its good to be surprised some times

32. Hiphop?
Can also... then I can learn from her

33. Earrings?
Sure

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
No thanks... to ma fan liau if like that

35. Dimples?
???????? My English very cha, don't understand the word dimples and lazy wanna check the dictionary

36. Bookworm?
No thanks...

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
As long as its not to often I don't mind. If not it will be very annoying

38. Playful?
As long as not as childish(playful) as me can liau

39. Flirt?
Better not.

40. Poem writer?
That will be nice... unless she sucks at writing a poem... ( is it writing a poem or composing a poem or creating a poem or forming a poem or reciting a poem... which one is correct leh??)

41. Serious?
At times when its needed then its ok... if those who are always serious ah... then no fun...

42. Campus crush?
Campus???? we're not in a campus so no answer

43. Painter?
Can also, don't mess the place up can ady

44. Religious?
Not until those super religious type

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
Every now and then its ok... but not to much

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
None

47. Speaks 20 languages?
Too much lor... later if argue with her ah, she'll know 20 languages on how to call me stupid or an idiot... or maybe even bad words

48. Loyal or faithful?
Hmm.... hard choice.... both can ah??

49. good kisser?
Anything lar... dunno about this stuff also..

Finish... I tag :
1.) Luke
2.) Me
3.) Myself
4.) I
5.) If you wanna do then just do it lar... for the fun of doing lame/boring tags

Burning Flame 3

Yeah, Burning Flame 3 is finally out.... according to wikipedia, it came out on the 6 of July 2009. And as you can see, now only I'm writing something about it. ( Slow right I know)
Well I've watch Burning Flame and Burning Flame 2 before, and they were wonderful shows... This show is a must watch...(in short) its about a bunch of fire fighters who risk their life to save the lives of other people and to put out fire. And this is the third sequel.


As all of you should know, this show is obviously in cantonese. Though I may be a banana, but I can read the subtitles ok.... and this is a must watch show. I can't wait to watch it. hopefully the dvd will come out soon so I can buy and watch it. This show is filled with action and suspense (hope I've used the right description) and also with a pinch of romance in it.


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! I really wanna watch this one... can't wait...........
BURNING FLAME 3

LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well last Friday, I went to Luke's house to the Chemistry Project which we are going to present this coming Tuesday(Gulp)... In his house he showed me this video which is very funny.... Damn nice wei.... its not new, actually quite old( few years liau) and I think most of you must have watch it before. If not then you should watch it.



Creative right him... lol... thx Luke for this funny vid.

Then this one is I just add .... dunno why... but kinda funny also... and its also old...



Hope you enjoyed both vids...

Oh ya... later going Tecky's house to play naruto with him and Mel....
You know its very hard to find a good challenge when your good at a game. I mean its like no fun / not much fun playing with people who ain't good enough to provide the challenge and excitement.
For example- Naruto, when you play with people who aren't that good, is not fun. Its only fun when you fight someone who is at your level or a little stronger than you. Thats where all the excitement are.
Naruto so far got like 6 to 7 people who I know who are pro....( not according to proness- if it is even a word)
Huey Teck
Yong Ken
Chia Kuui
Wayne
Jian - Yong
and lastly me... ( I'm the weakest among them)
sry if I forgot about you...
err Mel, your good, but not good enough....

LOUD was errm.... loud!!!!

Well as the title states, and so you can obviously guess I went for LOUD 2009...
Well I went Joshua's house at 3.45 so did Yu Beng and Yat Hong... so amg went I arrived Yu Beng also arrive. Then as soon as I enter Josh's house, Yat Hong smsed me : when you reach Joshua's place, tell me.

Well soon after that, Joshua's dad, fetch us to LOUD but first picking up Kyubi..( Chia Kuui).
We arrived there at like 4.20 or so. We met Jian-Yong there around 5 and waited till 6.50 before entering the auditory room or something like that.
During that time, we wondered around Joshua's church. Walau wei, his church got like a basketball court, a small gym, ping-pong table, Nitendo Wii, ps 2(with guitar to play Guitar Heroes 2, according to Yu Beng) and also got ddr.

For those who dunno what ddr means, ddr is the dace floor thingy with arrows which I also just only found out in LOUD hours ago.
It was a night to remember cause there was lots and lots of noise( now I know why they call it LOUD). There was a performance form Blisters or something like that( the one who won cheer 09)II sry if I spelled wrong), then a band Junkyards or something like that and few more which I can't remember their names(sry, memory not that good)

The worst part of everything is that none of us brought a camera to take pictures. Therefore, there are no pictures here T.T....

On the way back we made a lame joke... seriously lame i think
Yat Hong, Yu Beng, me

Hey, they should call it SOFT instead of LOUD
yeah, then we won't be able to hear a single thing they are saying, and we will be like louder pls, we can't hear you
Then they will ask us to lower our voices down...
Yeah but we won't be able to hear them... too soft already their voice
When they ask us to clap, we use one finger to clap like rain drops only

thats it.... this post is very short( short as in no pics about LOUD and so little explanation about it )

Can't Sleep T.T

Haiz, I'm not able to sleep thought I've tried lying in bed for like 40 minutes ++. I finally decided to do some homework which have been stocking up since a very long time...
So at 12.40, I started copying Melvin's Sejarah essei, wakaka( Thx Mel). Then at 1.30 or so, I patch up my moral on where I forgot to write the definisi and the nilai. Then around 2 to 3.40, I've been doing my mod maths homework (imagine how much homework I must had have just only in mod maths). Then now I'm writing this post.
Later I'm planning to do my Add Maths homework which I never did at all since chapter 3 and we are now at chapter 9( hope I can finish with the help of Melvin's book okce again and also Shou Yong's book)

Haiz, dunno why I am unable to sleep. Maybe its because I accidently fell asleep for an hour or so before my tuition... or maybe there are too many things going on in my head which I dun even know what they are.
Dammit, I hope tomorrow... err later today i'll be able to concentrate in class and also play dodgeball properly during PJK cause i've made a bet with Wei Mae(if and only if she stills remember) that whoever lose gotta belanja... ... something(I forgot what it was) and if I loose later she may shoot me also caused I said with confidence that its not called gambling if I never lose...
well guess i'll have to wait and find out what the outcome is...
hopefully, this will never happen again, I need my beauty sleep!!!! lol

One of my biggest fear X_X

Everybody and I mean everybody have something that they are afraid of. There was this show I watch when I was standard 4 or 5 called Child's Play. Its about a doll called Chucky possessed by an evil spirit or something which started killing people. I couldn't watch the whole show without covering my ears and closing my eyes at the part where the music becomes erie. The first movie I watch was Child's Play 4 : Bride Of Chucky, for me it was freaking scary.
Firstly : the doll look damn ugly
Secondly : the way the doll talks and once again look
Lastly : The way the freaking doll kills



It like appear out of no where or at places where its least expected and kills its victims brutally.
After watching that show, I became afraid of dolls- mainly at night when i'm alone in the dark with a doll nearby. I was even afraid to go to quiet places alone thinking that the worst could happen.
Then in 2008, I got a gift for my birthday present, dooodolls or something like that. Everynight when i'm about to go to sleep, it's big eyes are like staring at me. ( i know.. Paranoid), but still I can't help imagining the worst. ( See the big eyes!!!)

Then just about 20 mins before I started writing this post, I watched it again. This time it was Child's Play 3.



It stills scare me seeing how creepy the doll looks and also how it kills. I manage to watch the whole show though, and hopefully I wont have any nightmares when I go to sleep. Can you imagine the thought of a doll being able to look that ugly and kill lots of people brutally?

Do you know how it feels to be dead inside while alive on the outside
and to fall asleep each night to the sad sad memories?
To have your life changed in the blink of an eye?
To discover your reality was nothing but lies made real?

Do you know how it feels to want someone to blame for everything that has happen?
To find yourself alone when your in the greatest pain?
Where the smile on the face is swiped just to realize that from this date
forward things will never be the same?
Do you know how it feels to learn your best wasnt good
enough for someone you care?
Do u know how it feels to make a fresh start to keep a smile on our
face after your whole world fell apart.
Never to show it to anyone, hiding it from the people around you
hoping- just hoping that one day, everything will go back to the way it used to be
where nothing seems to matters but the smile on your face.

The point is, always stay happy.
Never keep the sorrows to yourself- share it with your close ones
Let go of the past but never never forget it.
And lastly, never forget who we truly are.

Do it only lar... Kena tag by Melvin and ect..

Saw that Melvin tag me about 1 week ago liao but was lazy to do it... but now since everybody is doing the tag thingy so I also do lor...( btw answer the questions at the side... (=)
1. Last beverage: water
2. Last phone call: Mum
3. Last text message: Yat Hong
4. Last song you listened to: a chinese song... dunno the title. Its in chinese T.T
5. Last time you cried: Can't remember... watery eyes got la

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: no
7. Been cheated on: Think so...
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope
9. Lost someone special: Yes, plenty
10. Been depressed: Yes, all the time
11. Been drunk and threw up: nope

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Blue
13. Green
14. Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Don't think so
16. Fallen out of love: yes
17. Laughed until you cried: No, but till stomach hurts got la...
18. Met someone who changed you: Yup, and also one quite some time ago
19. Found out who your true friends were: think so...
20. Found out someone was talking about you: dunno,
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: P&C
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: let me see... lazy to count...
23. How many kids do you want to have: err, too early to even decide...
24. Do you have any pets: Terapins(wrong spelling... turtles)
25. Do you want to change your name: never!!!
27. What time did you wake up today: 11.50++
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: going to sleep
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: i cannot wait to find myself again.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: yesterday night
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I rather not change anything. Whats done is done. Lets the past be the past.
32. What are you listening to right now? : to myself typing the answers to this question.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : eh... come to think of it... never wor... wow!
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: life
36. Whats your real name: Marcus???
37. Nicknames: Mark, Catus, Market, Mum, Mucus, Gimornica( sam called me this in facebook FFS)
38. Relationship Status: Single :), and proud to be... lol
39. Zodiac sign: -
40. Male or female?: U think...
41. Elementary?: SK SS19 Subang Jaya and SK Tropicana
42. High School?: SMK Bandar Utama 3
43. College?: Haven't decided yet...dont even know what course I should take
44. Hair colour: Black... actually people say its dark brown.... very dark brown
45. Long or short: long or short what??
46. Height: 182... ( only 0.5 cm shorter than Yati.. T.T)
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: used to...
48: What do you like about yourself? : my lack of talent... its counted right??
49. Piercings: None, why would I want to go through the pain to punch a hole in myself?
50. Tattoos: dun have one and never will
51. Righty or lefty: lefty... hope I don't die due to the usage of right handed tools...

FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: never had one yet
53. First piercing: -
54. First best friend: Khaled Amru
55. First sport you joined: badminton
56. First vacation: either Seremban or Ipoh, if not then too young to remembere
57. First pair of trainers: Trainers as in coach or what??

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: nope
60. Drinking: water
61. I'm about to: post this in my blog
62. Listening to: the tv and myself typing
63. Waiting on: nothing important now.

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids?: think so... no reason not to one them
65. Get Married?: why not, if I find the right one
66. Career?: something I like to do... which now is eating...

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: both.. wakaka
69. Shorter or taller: shorter
70. Older or Younger: Younger la
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both...
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: err nice everything...
73. Sensitive or loud: i think i prefer loud...
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: neither

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nope
77. Drank hard liquor: what percentage of alcohol is considered as hard liquor??
78. Lost glasses/contacts: nope, broken glasses got lar.. lots of them :)
79. Sex on first date: Haven't even dated once. So what do you think...
80. Broken someone's heart: think so, i rather not though
81. Been arrested: nope, I got a small part of me which want to know the feeling...
83. Turned someone down: think so...
84. Cried when someone died: Tried to...just can't... lost that part of feeling
85. Fallen for a friend?: once

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes, 10% of the time.. lol
87. Miracles: yup, miracles always happen
89. Heaven: Duh, and Hell too...
90. Santa Claus: Yes, though I haven't met the real one.
91. Kiss on the first date: see question 79
92. Angels: Yup, watching over all of us

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no
95. Did you sing today?: Not yet
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Think so... but its for their own good
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : 2 choices, standard 2 and form 3.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: wont choose last year
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: dunno... should I??
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: nope.

Just As I Thought...

Yesterday morning, when I'm about to leave the house, I saw the dark clouds which means its gonna rain. I've got a feeling telling me something is gonna happen today. And so I went back upstairs and took my camera with me to school... and you know what... my hair kena cut because according to the school rules, my hair was considered long......... (well i dun have a pic of myself but got Mior's and Wei Xin's one. Then today, well I had quite alot of fun--> PJK, learning how to sing( my voice sucks) and even in tuition which was 6-7.30 was much better compare to the past few weeks. Then at 10+ my mum bought back burger king... ( too hungry until I forgot to take a picture of it) I though today was one of the happy days where nothing could ruin it. Well I was totally wrong. My friend called me at 10.2 or so and asked me about something.... and apparently according to her, I raised my voice and answer rudely to her... ( well I admit that I did raise my voice a little cause she keep asking though I've answer her). Then she said that she never want to speak to me ever again.... again ( this is the third time) This time she was even more serious than last time.... she was in tears when she said that she will never call me ever again and she will never see me again plus she will delete my contact and everything else.... This left me totally speechless.
So Once again, my heart was shattered into even smaller peices as it was still in the healing process. (me sad...)

Few Things In My Head

These are the few things that have been going on in my head since form 3(mid-term):
1.) What i'm doing... is it right or wrong?
2.) Why do I say or do those things?
3.) Should I even say those things to you?
4.) Do people hate me or what?
5.) Why do I annoy people whom I consider close to me? am I that lonely until I do those things?
6.) There is no point in telling you, you'll never understand. or will you?
7.)Do you even consider me as your friend, if so, tell me why you did those things to me.
8.) I know some things which i'm better off not knowing about them. They just make me feel left out.
9.) Though I don't say a thing, doesn't mean I don't know whats happening. Its better to keep quiet sometimes. Its better than causing a scene or a problem.
10.) Should I study? for what?
11.) Should I trust you or not... nah, better be safe and not get hurt.
12.) Lastly, why you out of everyone?

L4D 2....

According to Melvin, L4D 2 will be release in Malaysia on November....



o.o... Melvin can't wait to play it... sadly its during our SPM.. so we gotta wait until after SPM.

Melvin... this is for u. It has your long lost brother and sister, cousin and many more.. lol...

Tomorrow Just Another Day...

... Today I went Kar Loke's house alone... it wasn't that bad, but suppose to have more people according to Kar Loke. When he invited me to his house, he said 'the gang is coming' and I said to myself 'I got any gang meh??' and so at his house we played naruto for 2 hours... then he taught me how to play monster hunter...

Then this coming Sunday, Jian-Yong plans to go to 1 U... I comfirm going already, but still haven't comfirm who else is going.

The day after that, i''ll be joining Priscilla and the others to play basketball at the community hall at BU. Then I hope the idea of going to play L4D after that is stil on.

Back to now... I wonder why I've met you after such a long time and at a place where I would never expect us to meet... Though it made me very happy at that time, but now I've regretted going to that camp. You have once brought joy into my life when we were still in primary school, but that ended when we enter secondary school. The past 4 years I never forget you and the joy u've brought me but now its just another memory for me. Cause you never want to speak to me ever again.
And so I wish you all the best in your SPM and hope u lead a happy life as I will try my best to do so without you keeping me company.
I will look forward to tomorrow not with any expectation of you to forgive me,nor with any hope or joy, but to continue living my life in pain and sorrow. Though I've never shown it to anyone, but it doesn't mean it isn't there. I'm still a human being after all.

And so I thank you with the bottom of my shattered heart for bringing me joy before, but now I wish we never met during the camp. Cause the pain is unbearable.

Must Watch Man..

For those who have astro, you must watch this show.Its on channel 711(STAR WORLD) at 5.00pm.
Its called Whose Line Is It Anyway.
This show is very funny and they are very creative to come up with so many funny ideas and things to say during the show. My favourite person in that show are Ryan and Wayne. They are really really good.








Once again people,if you have astro, you've gotta watch it.
This message is dedicate to all my friends except Wei Mae(Nothing personal. She just doesn't have astro... sad case)(I wonder how she surive)

Going school tomorrow...(Good thing or Bad thing?)

Haiz, dunno why I decided to go school tomorrow though I'm not taking any paper...
Anyway its good la... I think. At least at school I got study like 20 to 30 minutes more compare to when I'm at home.(0 Mins)
Then school also got my friends to kacau.. Hehe
But then if I kacau Wei Mae too much, later she go kill herself... (Yes I"M VERY ANNOYING...keke)
And the thing that influence me to go to school tomorrow is the canteen. The food there may not be that nice.... average I think but compare to me staying at home(no food) and I lazy want to cook breakfast and lunch, plus I end up having wash the dishes after cooking.
Dunno what to do tomorrow though. Can't study the whole day, plan to go libary but Mr.Wong there, haiz, basketball leh... no ball(T.T).
So tomorrow only I slowly decide what to do.

Answer the question pls... ( Boy or Girl) lol

Imagine you dunno that person and you saw the pic... and your first guess is what... honesly... lol

Rememberance To Hen Yu's Party( 25 April)

Lol dunno why I'm putting this... some more during exam time...
Anyway hope you people enjoy:

Me Like..."Told You So" by Jesse McCartney

"Told You So"

Lookin' at you now I can tell
That you and your new relationship ain't goin' well
There's no reason your name should come up on my cell
Unless you're unhappy but that shouldn't be the case

'Cause you said said he was the one
Baby yes you said said you were in love
'Cause when you left me you said that you wouldn't be
Comin' back remember that but I never agreed

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me

Girl you know he can't touch like I do
I don't see you trippin' or flippin' over his moves
Don't take a genius to see he ain't that dude
But you let him back you don't know what you was on

When you said said he was the one
Baby yes you said said you were in love
'Cause when you left me you said that you wouldn't be
Comin' back remember that but I never agreed

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me

You fall on hard times it seems
But you ain't gettin' no sympathy
No baby not from me
'Cause I told you you should never leave
See you chose this road so you gotta go it alone
Remember I told you so

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me

Exams... The Day After Tomorrow

This is totally out of the title above...
This may not be the right time to write this, but if not now then when? I'm affraid I may forget how to express myself in the near future.
SO HERE IT GOES:

We've spent two years together and this year is our last,
Though 1 I've known since I was young and 1 when I was form 1,
This is the final year we shall be together in 5 D.

We've been through many things in our years as a Dedikasian,
Though not all are what I expected it to be.
The bond form between us are stronger than James Bond,
And deadlier than Huey Teck's Naruto.

I've made many friends these past 5 years,
Many whom are both short & tall, thin & fat, weird and abnormal
But all who have a heart as pure as gold.
Though at times they may be a pain in the butt,
But as a saying goes, " Nobodies Perfect".

There's many things which I wish I have said and done
And many things I wish I dint say or do,
But I've never once regretted it, cause it has brought me here,
To a class full of Unique people whom have played a part in my life.

And soon the day will come, where we shall part,
Though time has brought us together, it shall soon seperate us apart,
Though we may not meet again but our friendship shall last forever,
Even as time passes by, I shall always remember.

Though I hope we shall someday meet again,
Chances are we won't,
Except for those whom live near.

So before the year is over and before I forget,
Thank you to all my friends for making a dent in my life,
Luke whom has always been there for me,
Yat Hong whom has always discourage me,
Wei Mae whom I hope have forgiven me for all the wrongs I've done,
Melvin for being such a pushover,
Lee Hang for putting a smile on my face.
And to everyone else whom brought joy to my life.
I sincerly thank you from the bottom of my shattered heart.

The End.. (>_<)(^_^)..lol Enjoy the Pics:
(Enlarge them)...........................................

THE TOURIST'S PRAYER

Hi all, well I've just returned from a whirlwind trip of Romania, Egypt, Greece and Turkey - all within 2 weeks I might add, and looking back over the Tourist's Prayer I am nodding my head in agreement.

For those who are unaware of this accurate little piece, here it is:

The Tourist's Prayer


Heavenly Father look down on us your humble, obedient tourists, who are doomed to travel this earth taking photographs, mailing postcards, buying souvenirs, and walking around in drip-free underwear.

We beseech you Lord to see that our planes are not delayed, our luggage is not lost & overweight baggage goes unnoticed.

Give us this day your divine guidance in our selection of bed 'n' breakfast.

We pray that the toilets work and the telephone operators speak our tongue, that there are no emails from our children which would cause us to cancel the rest of our trip.

Lead us to good inexpensive restaurants where the wine is included in the price of the meal and local taxes are not added on later.

Give us the wisdom to tip correctly in currencies we do not understand. Make the natives appreciate us for the loving people we are, and not for what they can extract from our purses.

Grant us the strength to visit museums, the cathedrals, the palaces, and if we skip an important monument to take a nap after lunch, please have mercy on us as our flesh is weak.

Dear God please protect our wives from "bargains" they don't need, can't afford, and can't fit into their suitcases anyway. Lead them not into temptation, for they know not what they do.

Almighty Father, keep our husbands from looking at foreign women and comparing them to the vintage domestic model. Save them from making complete fools of themselves in nightclubs. Above all, do NOT forgive them their trepasses for they know exactly what they do. And worse, enjoy it.

When our journey is over. grant us the persistence to find someone who will watch our home movies and listen to our stories, so our lives as tourists will not have been in vain.

This we ask you in the name of Conrad Hilton, Thomas Cook, American Express, Visa, & Mastercard.

Amen.

K Stands For KALAMITY!!!

Fun Facts - April 2009

Modal of a K-Class Submarine


During World War 1 while the German Navy displayed its supremacy beneath the waves, the British Military decided that it needed its own fleet of similar submarines to contest them.

Therefore a plan to create a range of K-Class steam-powered, submarines was put into action. However the 'K' of K-Class came to stand for something else - Kalamity. The following short list may give you just a hint as to why.

* During November, K1 and K4 collided near Denmark and were sunk.

* K2 caught on fire on her first ever dive.

* K3 sank mysteriously before resurfacing and no-one knows why.

* During a mock battle, K5 dived and was never heard from again.

* K13 sank during sea trials when the engine room flooded.

K15 sank at her mooring in Portsmouth when water flooded in through open hatches as she submerged.

* And in the most 'Kalamitous' scuffle yet, cruiser HMS Fearless collided with K17 which then sank, while K6 on seeing this, attempted to avoid the cruiser by neatly slicing K4 in half, before being rammed by K7 to join the rest of the stinking sinking fleet.

Afterwards, K18, K19 and K20 became the new M class submarines, while K21, K23, K24, K25, K27 and K28 were cancelled.

Swine Flu( from Wikipedia)

Swine influenza (also called swine flu, hog flu, and pig flu) refers to influenza caused by those strains of influenza virus that usually infect pigs and are called swine influenza virus (SIV). Swine influenza is common in pigs in the midwestern United States (and occasionally in other states), Mexico, Canada, South America, Europe (including the United Kingdom, Sweden, and Italy), Kenya, Mainland China, Taiwan, Japan and other parts of eastern Asia.

Transmission of SIV from pigs to humans is not common. When it results in human influenza, it is called zoonotic swine flu. People who work with pigs, especially people with intense exposures, are at risk of catching swine flu. However, only about fifty such transmissions have been recorded since the mid-20th Century, when identification of influenza subtypes became possible. (Importantly, eating pork does not pose a risk of infection.) Rarely, these strains of swine flu can pass from human to human. In humans, the symptoms of swine flu are similar to those of influenza and of influenza-like illness in general, namely chills, fever, sore throat, muscle pains, severe headache, coughing, weakness and general discomfort.

The 2009 flu outbreak in humans that is widely known as "swine flu" is due to a new strain of influenza A virus subtype H1N1 that was produced by reassortment from one strain of human influenza virus, one strain of avian influenza virus, and two separate strains of SIV. The origin of this new strain is unknown, and the World Organization for Animal Health (OIE) reports that this strain has not been isolated in pigs. It passes with apparent ease from human to human, an ability attributed to an as-yet unidentified mutation. This 2009 H1N1 strain causes the normal symptoms of influenza, such as fever, coughing and headache.

Conclusion(by me):

We R Still Able To Eat Pork(Yeah)