Midnight Hour - Running Away

Awesome Song!

... I have deleted the previous post which I posted it like 30mins ago. Reason for doing that is pretty simple. I have changed my mind. And now I guess there is almost no chance of going back. You know, before you go to the dentist or doctor, or before a major exam or test, we always have that fear of something bad could happen... Well me at least. But then after that no matter what the results turn out to be, I do not feel worried at all. Like a huge burden has been released. You understand right? I mean, to me, there is no way of changing what is already done. So why worry about it.

...Time to maybe not think for some time and just slack at home. Wait no difference. I already have been slacking at home even before this XD



... I can only think of one very funny outcome that can come from this. Its a really long shot for it to occur. But if it does, then I shall rethink it all over again XD

Its going to be a long week. Maybe not. I shall soon know. What do I aim to get from this? I honestly do not know. A huge test. Would the results be what I worked for or something else entirely? Only time will tell.
Anyways, mom is back from wherever it is she went. No more freedom.
Just finished watching House Season 1 1st episode. I find it quite nice.

Today so far has not gone that well. Wanted to go for basketball in the morning, but it rained. As for badminton, the Taman Tun Library is going to have an event / had an event. The one at Taman Megah or Kota most likely full. So end up going to cc.

RO, SinX finally lvl 90 =)
Other characters still progressing slowly.

Tomorrow Liverpool against Man City. I want Liverpool to win... obviously, but I am pretty sure they will lose. Hope that I am wrong.. Hope that I do not forget to watch the match XD

ICBM... zzz... zzz...zzz. I wont deny that it is quite interesting to read about global issues. But that was that. I wouldn't want to spend so much time trying to understand what is happening. I have already enough with what is going on in my head.

Random: If I were to categories the people I know / known, who would fall where? Past, Present or Future? Actually I do not really care. Just one thing that is required some thought... MKA Assignment -.-

~~~ADDED 7.50pm~~~

... I believe that I have just failed my test XD. That was fast. Much faster than I have expected. Does that count? I wonder... I think it does. But I wasn't planning anything from that. But based on the results, hmmm... what can be concluded? tsk tsk... I am seriously thinking too much =.=...

Toradora!

In my opinion, this is a pretty good anime. Considering it is a typical love anime with slight comedy in it. I manage to somehow guess a little of what would happen in the anime. But there are times when I guessed it wrong. But yea, like I said earlier it was considerably good. Top 10 at least. The best part about this entire anime for me is that how the characters expressed themselves?... For the most part where they state about how they are feeling and what not, I felt like it is similar to what I have felt / experienced / seen / heard in life. Maybe its just me imagining that.

Other than that, the short series Sherlock is surprisingly good. At least I liked it. 

~~~ADDED 24th August 2012 at 9.35am~~~

"...I don't quite know  

How to say  

How I feel
Those three words  

Are said too much 

They're not enough..."

 

Why? What? Who? When?

Good question. I ask myself this almost every day. (Oh my, I just learned something new XD). Everyday is a single word and is an adjective, so it's the one that is used in front of a noun to describe something as normal or commonplace. Every day is an adjective (every) plus a noun (day), and it means each day [100% plagiarism].
 Anyways back to the main point.
Why I say or do the things I say or do?
What do I honestly expect from saying or doing those things I say or do?
Who do I say those things or do those things to?
Why do I say or do those things to who-ever I say or do it to?
When will whatever I say or do makes sense to myself? 
LOL!

Anyways, don't you agree that nobody gets anybody? I mean truly understand what someone is thinking or going through? Even if that person is going through or has gone through the same experience in life? Yet, people tend to say "I understand", "I know what you are going through", "I know..." ect ect. To me this is just rubbish... Maybe I should stop being so rude with the choice of words I use. Eg: (I've learned another thing) i.e is not used for listing examples but is used for clarifying a statement. [Paraphrased? but without referencing... so 100% plagiarism XD]. Anyways as I was saying for example - Rubbish, bullshyt, shyt, f**k, ect ect. You get the idea. Back to the main point. Why do people say that? Even when they do not understand? Well, it beats saying "Sorry, but I do not get you" after the person has expressed what is bothering him or her. This much I am sure of.

Most people can accept things without understanding it. Most of the time I am like that. But when it comes to certain things, I can't just accept it without understanding. But if understanding seems impossible to me, or just to troublesome or time consuming, I forgo the idea of trying to understand it and just try to forget it instead. And when trying to forget it seems impossible, if this is possible, I try to make it forget me? XD

Anyhow, what I want to say is that there is so many possibilities and scenarios playing inside my head. Even I am lost trying to figure out which one is real and which one is not XD.
Possible that I am going crazy? I wont deny that possibility. But, knowing that there is a possibility for that to become true, shouldn't I be prepared to overcome it? or more precisely, shouldn't I be immune to it? ie: I have a firewall protecting me against crazy XD... unless I have downloaded it, and opened it using admin and ignoring the warning sign that the file may contain "crazy". I am making no sense now. So I should stop.

Peace!

"You can say goodbye,
To all the things that you have ever known.
You can say goodbye,
And leave behind the life that you have grown.
What's the point,
You try to start from scratch,
but get let down,

You can say goodbye,
Just to realise there's no-one left around.
So what am I fighting for.

Tell me
Is there anybody out there,
Am I swimming through this empty sea alone,
Am I looking for an answer
Or am I trying to find a way to get back home.
Is there anybody out there,
Would you hear me if I screamed or if I cried,
I'm looking for an answer
And just trying to find a way to survive.

You can live or die,
Without the chance to find out what your worth,
You can live or die,
And never find the one that she'd deserve,
You can walk alone,
And live behind the shadows in your heart,

You can say goodbye
Or live and find out you've been alone right from the start..."

Raya Break! wohooooo?
1 week of freedom! double wohoooooo?
Whole house to myself for week! triple wohooooo?
... Nah, who am i kidding. It would be shyt.
Too much free time in my hands. Even now I am already starting to think about stuff. Too lazy to occupy myself by doing something productive. So can't blame anyone for this.
My aim is to survive this one week with the minimal mental damage XD

Sims City 4! I am finally making some $$$. Thanks to JQ for his guidance.
RO, decided to concentrate on my SinX, GC and Wiz.

"I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone...

...I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go"

Mistake?

I think I have settled another one of the matters that  is in my head. Rather abruptly to be honest. Never thought I would just say it like that. Well, I did try to do it the so called more proper way 3 times before, it did not work. So, yea... this is what it led to.

Anyhow, I guess there is just one more left. ahahahaha.
Perfect song that I could think of.


T_T

I have heard this before a long time ago. Practical is different than theory. I knew that. It is not as easy as it seems. I knew that as well. True, is it not? But I never knew that applying what one know is even harder than what I thought it to be. So maybe I will have someone to teach me. If I dare ask and if that person is willing to do so XD

"I remember all my life
Raining down as cold as ice
A shadow of a man
A face through a window
Crying in the night
The night goes into

Morning, just another day
Happy people pass my way
Looking in their eyes
I see a memory
I never realized
How happy you made me...

...I'm standing on the edge of time
Walked away when love was mine
Caught up in a world of uphill climbing
The tears are in my eyes
And nothing is rhyming...

...Yesterday's a dream
Now I face the morning
Crying on the breeze
The pain is calling..."

It is only a matter of time before the past is forgotten. But right now, I am still unable to do so. Only time will tell.

"Something isn't right,
I'm losing faith in everything I know,
what do I know?"

"You can say goodbye,
To all the things that you have ever known.
You can say goodbye,
And leave inside the life that you have grown.
What's the point,
You try to start from scratch,
but get let down,

You can say goodbye,
Just to realize there's no-one left around.
So what am I fighting for."

... Why does the same thing always happen over and over again?
Whenever I watched a movie out of a list of movies which I have in mind to watch, I normally watch those that are like outstanding compared to the others. So it then make the other movies not as enjoyable. Then I would have lost the mood to watch the other movies. After a certain period of time, hours or maybe days later, I would decide to watch another movie again. The same thing would then happen where I watch a movie which I actually planned to keep it for later, you know when I really want to watch it because it is just so goo. But I end up watching it there and then instead of keeping it for later as planned.
End up the movies that I have not watched are those which are just mediocre.
Anyways, adding one movie to the list I mentioned in my previous post:
Catch Me If You Can (2002)
Simply awesome movie, can't believe that only now I have watched it. I mean, when I was way younger, I had this dvd... or was it vcd of this movie. Just never came around to watching it. Maybe I was too young to appreciate this type of film genre if that is the right term to call it. But yea, once again, if it even means anything to begin with, another must watch movie in my opinion.

Life used to be so simple. Humans made it complicated. My mind makes it chaotic XD
A list of movies which in my opinion is a should watch if and when you are free:

Unknown (2011)
Law Abiding Citizen (2009)

The Usual Suspects (1995)

The Double (2011)

Batman: The Dark Knight (2008)

Brave Heart (1995)

Gladiator (2000)

Inception (2010)

Ocean's 11 (2001)

Pirates Of The Caribbean movies.

Real Steal (2011)

Shutter Island (2010)

Taken (2008)

The Godfather Trilogy

The Sting (1973)

The Count Of Monte Cristo (2002)

The Next Three Days (2010)

The Town (2010)

Wanted (2008)

X-Men First Class (2011)

21 (2008)

Comedy / Comedy-ish?:

Robin Hood Men In Tights (1993)

Monty Python and The Holy Grail (1974)

Anchorman: The Legend of Ron Burgundy (2004)

Grown Ups (2010)

Hangover (2009)

I Now Pronounce Chuck and Larry (2007)

Johnny English (2003)

Space Jam (1996)

The Invention of Lying (2009)

Wedding Crashes (2005)

Others:

The Shawshank Redemption (1994) 

127 Hours (2010)

Back To The Future Trilogy

Hachiko A Dog's Story (2009)

Those in "Red" should be like the top priority to watch. As for those in "murky green", well to me it is still good!...there a maybe a couple more which I am unable to recall or am just too lazy to find.
 

"If only tears were laughter 

If only night was day 

If only prayers were answered 

Then we would hear God say 

No matter what they tell you 

No matter what they do 

No matter what they teach you 

What you believe is true

...No matter if the sun don't shine 

Or if the skies are blue 

No matter what the end is 

My life began with you"

Had this weird dream that I was this guy with some kind of valuable information. Then the next thing I know is that everybody else somehow found out about that information and started chasing me wanting clarification using any means necessary. Well, obviously I was running from them. With a help of one guy who gives me advice on where to go and how is after me. But after awhile, he betrayed me and those people who were after me found me and started torturing me. But instead of pain, I felt itchy and woke up XD

Mosquitoes woke me up today around 1.40am =.=
After that I felt too itchy to go back to sleep.
So I decided to do some mosquito hunting. Hehehehe! Managed to kill like 3 of them while I lost sight on the other 3 or more of them...

After that since I am wide awake, so I decide to get ready for class lo... haiz

"What good's a memory
Without you there with me
The morning sun ain't the same
Without you here
You are the summer breeze
The wind blowing through the trees
You make the loneliness
All just disappear"