Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Bluntness

Having Generalize anxiety order is not always a bad thing. It has it's perks =)
Once in awhile, the time spent trying to sleep gives me time to think about stuff. Some which I find hilarious, some which helps me make up my mind over undecided things while the others are pretty much a waste of my time.

I usually keep this kind of things to myself. But as I have mentioned long ago, I use my blog as a form of therapy for me.

So tonight I finally made up my mind to forget about Lee Hang. I should start with my reasons for doing so. She never once wished me Happy Birthday. She never once attended my invitation. She never once invited me. And she never tells me anything...
To be honest, I do not think I would have even noticed her if I had not moved to the back row sit during form 4. I have to admit though, it was good while it lasted.
... Yea this is pretty one sided and is just based on my viewpoint. Maybe she is the same to others maybe not. Thankfully I am done.

I wont lie, I will definitely replay this moment in my mind over and over again. Who knows when and for how long. Maybe even right after I post this... Thinking how stupid was I to post such a thing XD

Anyways, I do not regret meeting her. As a saying which I got from the app 'quotes wp' goes, "Don't cry because its over. Smile because it happened."

In conclusion, I feel so at peace and relax now. Do not know how long this feeling will last...

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