Sunday, March 13, 2011

This Temptation =(

I seriously need to learn how to control myself... damn the stupid temptation. Why is it so hard to resist?
I'm not talking about pornography or masturbation here... just for those of you who thinks I am talking about those.
What I want to control myself from is basically spending $$$. Not on food or books which those I do not mind, but on DVD. Basically HK dramas and anime. Just over the duration of just 2 days, I've manage to spend like all of my pocket money (excluding my last month savings) on them. Rm105 yesterday on 3 HK dramas and RM 170 on anime today. dammit wei, its not like I go out in search for them. Its just them when I come across them, I'll be like checking them out and after awhile I'll be picking a few out and looking at them for quite some time thinking to myself over and over again.
"Do I want it... Do I have money for it... Do I really want it...". Then I'll put it back and continue browsing. Then once again I pick the first few a I chose and maybe 1 or 2 more and ask myself again " Should I get it...Do I want it... Do I have money for it... Do I really want it... Would it be worth my money.". Then I'll most probably read through their synopsis again and again and in the end I'll choose a few of them and purchase it =(

I was not like this before. It all started during form 3 =.=... haiz. I think I'm addicted to television -.-

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