Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Endless Suffering

Well based on the title, its not actually endless and its also not suffering as it will end someday and its just that it is very demotivating to do it. What I'm talking about is cleaning my room. First and foremost, the bench and the shelve from my room have been taken out and given to my sister without my consent so basically I've got almost no free space to put all of my stuff. Secondly, I'm lazy... as everyone who knows me should have already know. So once I've finally found the mood to do something I've to do it and complete it as soon as possible if not I'll just loose my determination and leave what I'm doing hanging half way. Third and I think its the last thing is that once I finish opening and putting away one box out of the numerous number of boxes (well only 5 boxes to be exact), I feel happy as I've done it.... but then I realize that there is another box which is full of junk in it waiting for me to open it and the trouble of deciding where to put it and putting it there starts all over again. So this leads back to the second thing which is laziness XD... I loose the momentary drive to clean my room and watch HK drama till I get back the mood to do so... Haiz...

Other than that, another year is about to end and a new chapter is about to start. Haiz, every year more work, more $ spent and more worries but at least there is more friends, more experience and more food =D

Some of the things that I've learned. Some which I may have repeated many times before Xp:

Guess being sociable is a good thing... But like I've said once or twice before. If I'm interested then I'll talk to you / disturb you though sometimes its too much if I don't then you get the memo... or maybe I'm just too busy or don't dare to contact you XD

Studying is important... not just every now and then and for a short time but constantly and for a few hours or so. Sadly I'm too lazy to do so but hopefully I'll change, or at least I'll try to change... Tough luck though, better chance of seeing a pig fly XD

Promises are easy to make but sometimes they are hard to keep... I tend to forget some of the promises I made to people. Hope none of them is important till it will ruin my friendship with that person.

Everybody is wearing a mask. They hide their true nature from other people so one will never truly know what is going on in another persons mind unless he or she is physic.

Everything that everyone do has an ulterior motive behind their actions... at least I know I do and I think this applies for everyone.

Sometimes a lie is better than the truth. But if it a lie has to be said then at least have the courtesy to tell a proper lie and follow it through after that. But is the lie told really better than the truth or should the truth be told no matter what? I always wonder that when I tell a lie...

Looking forward and having a goal in life is good. Dwelling in the past only brings unnecessary misery or something like that which is not good. But never forget the pass as it reminds us of who we are and what people have done to and for us... So we can return the favor or have REVENGE WAKAKAKAKA XD

Some things which I hope will be implemented on me by other people and to other people by me:

Honesty and Straight Forwardness- Even if it hurts just be honest. I think its better than letting that person find out by themselves. Get to the point without beating around the bush. Eg: If you don't want to talk to that person or the person is too annoying just inform that person.

Backstabbing and Badmouthing- I think this is pretty common but why not just say it straight to that person's face?... I try to reduce me doing it to the min but sometimes it is inevitable.

Basically that is all... I always wonder what I hear is the truth or a lie. Words can be twisted to mean a different thing and what people are thinking and what they say can actually be totally different. So I guess I'll just have to hope that what I hear is the truth and not a lie. But I can't stop wondering, what if everything I've heard is just a lie... I guess I'll never know unless a sign saying "its all a lie" knocks me in the head XD

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Randomness 6

What should I crap about?...

Recently this just cross my mind. Everybody makes promises. To family, friends, loved ones, superior and to many others. People usually make a promise just to either get out of trouble, make someone feel better or secure and stuff like that. But how often is a promise kept? Some people love to make blank promises. For example "I promise I'll be there at... , I promise I won't do it again..., I promise I'll get you..." but usually the promise is not kept as they tend to either forget about it, reluctant to do it and so did not, to get out of a bad situation, or just make a promise hoping that the other person would forget about it. Well, not all promises made can be kept right. Sometimes people really forgot about it. But at least keep most of the promises made and put in an effort to do so.

Promise = Responsibility for the person who made the promise to keep that promise = trust in the person making the promise to keep his / her word = good friendship / relationship... or something like that.

...maybe I should have use the title Broken Promises / A Promise or something like that

Friday, December 24, 2010

Christmas Is Here!!!

A special day is near... ^-^

A day of giving...
A day of forgiving... =D


A day of happiness... =)
And a day of good food (drools)... :D


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Have a wonderful day tomorrow everyone!... Hope you have been a good boy / girl this year if not Santa would give coal as this year present O.O... but don't feel sad, the good part is, there is always next year =D


Wednesday, December 22, 2010

25th December, crap and releasing anger =D

Christmas is coming!!!... I just realize it like yesterday or the day before that it is so close to Christmas. Then after that is another year... a new chapter unfolding itself and as every year pass, I find myself looking less and less enthusiastic towards this kind of things. The presents, ang pao, wishes, surprises and gifts have somehow just seem to matter less and less to me.

I've been thinking, why waste time, effort and money on something for someone when that person will most probably not appreciate it, forget about it, throw it away, or even give it away to someone else? for example:
CNY - Married parents gives ang pao to their children who would in most cases probably spend a huge majority of it on some junk food or junk which they would most probably spoil it.

Birthdays - hmm, it sounds nice receiving lots and lots of presents but most of the time the presents are how do you put it... a waste of space -.- ... you know a mug, a figurine, a notebook (come on, we have plenty of notebooks) better get a scrapbook instead.

Mother's and Father's Day - ok, I've no comments on this... wait I do, why is it just a DAY to appreciate them out of 1 whole year? why not Mother's Week or Father's Week?

Christmas - Other than the significant meaning behind it, the concept of giving eh, that sounds nice... sorry, since it is so close to the end of the holidays/year so short on $$$ XD

Valentine's Day - almost forgot about it... dunno I heard from J-Y before that there is Valentine's Day where girl's give guys (I'm not sure what) and White Valentine's Day where guys return the favor. That is not the point here... People say that love is priceless and cannot be bought with money. So then why do people buy expensive gifts for their so called "loved ones" during this day? Why not just wish them and spend the day with them or something like that... you know, do something for them which you won't normally do...

Anyways, I'm freaking pissed at my sis again. That selfish inconsiderate bitch! She took the bench from my room and still dare to complain that my boxes in her room is taking too much space... she could just move the bloody thing to the side for crying out loud... Some more she borrowed my bag, took my camera memory card, still owes me Rm250 since form 3, bloody inconsiderate such as when we've already agreed that she'll be back at this time so that I can go out, most of the time she will come back 1 to 3 hours later than the agreed time. Worse case is she took the bloody my-vi. So I couldn't go out. Some more she always borrow my phone to call and sms her friends -.-.... she got like 2 to 3 phones, so why don't she use her own bloody phone to do those things?.... (no credit, to bad, next time buy an extra one and keep it) seriously, whats the point of having so many phones when you do not use them?... isn't 1 enough?... some more she keeps loosing and spoiling her phone.... Can barely rely on that person wei.

Friday, December 17, 2010

Australia

Well, I got back at 1 am today after leaving on the 5th of December to Melbourne.
So my family and I went to Singapore for 1 night before heading out to Melbourne. We met my eldest sis at Melbourne airport. She gained a lot of weight =P. The weather in Melbourne supposed to hot but it was pretty cold due to the wind. Melbourne was nice, though shops closes at 5pm -.-... so early. Food in Australia was expensive... and it only gets dark at like 9pm. The Reject Shop in Melbourne is not like the one in Malaysia. Most of the shopping was done in Melbourne.

I've entered a casino in Melbourne... but nothing much to be said about it. Its not what I expect it to be. The market here which is called Queen's Victoria Market is organize and clean compared to Malaysia. We walked a lot in Melbourne mainly shopping in the city and taking tramps around according to my eldest sister planning. I doubt I took any pics in Melbourne City cause for me there was nothing to take.

Hmm, The scenery at the Great Ocean Road was fantastic thought I hated the ride there as the road was very windy and I got car sick -.-... but it was seriously worth it =D Other than that we also went to the waterfall which requires the shortest drive and also the shortest hike to reach it as we were not properly dressed for the occasion (Actually we were just lazy Xp). I left out a couple of stuff here. Apparently I forgot whats the name of the place we visited XD... my memory got problem already but I remember more about Sydney =D

We left for Sydney on the 12th. For me Sydney is nicer compared to Melbourne. Sydney Tower where the view of Sydney was amazing, Sydney Harbor which according to my sis takes 2 hours to walk the whole brige, Sydney's Opera House which Oprah was there but we didn't manage to see her and Sydney Aquarium and Wildlife. It was amazing here. In the aquarium there were many variety of aquatic animals =D. The fish and chips here were great. very nice compared to what we normally eat here. Santa in pantyhose XD Sharks! =)
I also got to see quite a number of hot girls ^-^. A lot of them in bikini when we went to Manly Beach ... ahahhaha. Sadly I didn't take any pictures of them so I can't show them to you Yati XD

The flight back was hell. We left the room at 5am, flew from Sydney to Perth at 8 and arrive at 10 (5 hours flight) then from Perth to Singapore at 12.30 to 5++ then from Singapore back to Malaysia at 10.30pm to 12am. This is due to my mother who booked the flight terribly.

So that is about it. I practically summarize the whole journey to this much but I left out some details. So this explains why I missed out on stuff. The other pics are in FB