New Year = New Beginning?

Tomorrow is the beginning of a "New Year". So I guess it would be best to leave all the sorrow behind me and move on with life.
Funny thing, sadness is caused by oneself. They may blame others but actually it is self-inflicted. At least that is what I think. Sames goes for other emotions such as depression an anger.
So yea, instead of dwelling on it, which in my case I have been for almost 6 years now,  I have finally decided to let it go. Its no longer worth my time. Why didn't I come to this conclusion sooner?
Final note, thanks to those people who gave their support and or blessing XD

Wuhooo, defeated my very first MVP today with Melvin ^_^... well he did most of the damage though. Lucky got high priest to revive us XD... Need a tanker. Seriously lacking that.
Other than that, stayed at Kar Loke's house yesterday... pizza!!!

Lets see, about 2 weeks ago I have rebirth another character in RO ^_^. This time it is a high priest.
Other than that, been downloading some anime and movies.
Settling some stuff.
Got back my results. Unexpected XD
Oh ya, created a steam account like 2 days ago. Thanks to J-Y for giving me a beta key for dota 2... though I doubt this laptop can support it XD

Lastly, you know that feeling you get when there is something important you are supposed to do and when you are about to do it, you just forget. Then awhile later, you remember that there is something important you need to do. But you just can not recall what it was... Yea...

Lost Track...

Once again, just because I slept for like 1 hour in the afternoon, I am unable to sleep... curse you rain. Thanks so much for making it such a nice weather to sleep.
Anyways, holiday so far has been good. 1 week flew by pretty fast.
Watched Skyfall, Ted, Wreck-It Ralph, Breaking Dawn part 2.
Downloaded some anime.
Planning to go buy some HK drama... Tiger Cubs for example.
Been playing back RO!... Now priest lvl 96 ^_^... 200 blue gem stone and only lvl 1 lvl T_T. Thanks to Mel for lending his kaho to me. Aim is also to get like 10mil in the process of leveling to maybe buy a sting glove as well.
Also thanks to Yat Hong, for lending his TC. Now I am seriously facing a dilemma on what kaho to get... there is just so many of them =_=... (yes, they provide the same stats)...

So as usual, since I am unable to sleep, I have been doing some thinking. You know... the usual stuff with all the "what ifs","should I" and so on.

One more thing I realize. I suck at putting eye drops =.=... I seriously like miss 2 to 3 times before the drop manage to enter XD. Does this mean bad hand and eye coordination? Thought gaming should have helped with that... =p