Torn between my thoughts again.
Really hate it when this happens.
Looking at the bright side, I get to reflect on things that happen in the past... not like that does any good XD
Just hoping that my mind would be at ease once I come up with an answer or multiple answers. Doubt that would ever happen though. Maybe I would need to face my problems, you know... get down to the root of it all. A psychiatrist does not sound too bad either XD
The same thing as before is going through my mind. Only difference is that there are some new things to think about as well.
Watched three pretty good anime:
Psycho Pass
Hyouka
Jormungand
As for RM, I reached episode 154... catching up... guess its time to slow down.
Finished Deadman Wonderland manga... the 2nd manga I have read online other than D-Gray Man. Can't remember where I last stop in D-Gray Man XD
Random stuff:
What is really unsettling is not being able to know what the other party is thinking. I found the words that were used to be emotionally hurtful in some way. Yet I have to wonder, am I to be blamed? Likely... XD
... The feeling you get when you just lose the spirit to do anything. Like something small just died inside... Funny eh, how sometimes its the little things that have the larger affect on things.
Saturday, October 5, 2013
Wednesday, October 2, 2013
"Well, I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this
It seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this
It seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you is blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
When part of me died will I let you go"
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you is blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
When part of me died will I let you go"
Tuesday, October 1, 2013
Study Break...
1 week of study break has pass. Been watching anime like nobody business only... haiz, bad for my eyesight XD
My mom asked me, why don't I go and travel...
Simple, cause I do not want to.
My definition of a holiday = being able to do the things I want, when I want. This also includes doing nothing. I dislike the idea of having commitments during a holiday especially one such as what a trip will have. Having to wake up at this time, being asked to go here and there to make it worth while and so on. I like the idea of being able to do nothing though that also applies on normal days, so not much difference.
Yea, I will have to admit that at times, time seems to be dragging on and I get bored a little. But hey, nothing is perfect. To me it beats making plans and having to commit to it. One of the main reasons why people tend to be more tired after a holiday...
Other than that, the thought of being inferior/insignificant... hmmm. I shall leave it at that.
What else?...getting a P2 for an assignment... not cool... This semester I've been slacking off more than usual... Do not like where this is heading. I am bothered by it but yet I am too lazy to do anything about it. XD
Owh ya, the quote I heard recently "In the future I may no longer care about these things any more. But the feelings I'm experiencing here and now... I don't want to think that they wont matter in the future"
My mom asked me, why don't I go and travel...
Simple, cause I do not want to.
My definition of a holiday = being able to do the things I want, when I want. This also includes doing nothing. I dislike the idea of having commitments during a holiday especially one such as what a trip will have. Having to wake up at this time, being asked to go here and there to make it worth while and so on. I like the idea of being able to do nothing though that also applies on normal days, so not much difference.
Yea, I will have to admit that at times, time seems to be dragging on and I get bored a little. But hey, nothing is perfect. To me it beats making plans and having to commit to it. One of the main reasons why people tend to be more tired after a holiday...
Other than that, the thought of being inferior/insignificant... hmmm. I shall leave it at that.
What else?...getting a P2 for an assignment... not cool... This semester I've been slacking off more than usual... Do not like where this is heading. I am bothered by it but yet I am too lazy to do anything about it. XD
Owh ya, the quote I heard recently "In the future I may no longer care about these things any more. But the feelings I'm experiencing here and now... I don't want to think that they wont matter in the future"
Monday, September 16, 2013
Cultural Night - 10th September 2013
Pretty good performances,
Average food,
Overall it was okay.
Youth Experience Camp - 13th-15th September 2013
Pretty good food,
Above average activities, hope people had fun.
Met quite a number of people.
Pretty good accomodation,
Overall it was okay.
Watching back Naruto again =)... reach the part where Pain is fighting Jiraiya.
Now its time for assignment...
Study break is coming next week! time to relax and do nothing ^_^
Pretty good performances,
Average food,
Overall it was okay.
Youth Experience Camp - 13th-15th September 2013
Pretty good food,
Above average activities, hope people had fun.
Met quite a number of people.
Pretty good accomodation,
Overall it was okay.
Watching back Naruto again =)... reach the part where Pain is fighting Jiraiya.
Now its time for assignment...
Study break is coming next week! time to relax and do nothing ^_^
Wednesday, September 4, 2013
Past 2 weeks?
Been busy... so disorganized.
But I guess it was good.
Still I do not get how people can work, study, join clubs and be active in them.
Submitted an assignment late for the first time. Thought I had one more day but I was mistaken. Should have just submitted it when it was done instead of waiting for the due date to submit it.
People are falling sick over here... probably the heat?
Been playing CS again just for the fun of it.
After mid September, I should be freed up again =) Except for assignments...
Other than that, been spending more than what I have budgeted for myself... not good...
Time flies... feel just like yesterday I was on MAS.... that sick feeling I get in my stomach.
But I guess it was good.
Still I do not get how people can work, study, join clubs and be active in them.
Submitted an assignment late for the first time. Thought I had one more day but I was mistaken. Should have just submitted it when it was done instead of waiting for the due date to submit it.
People are falling sick over here... probably the heat?
Been playing CS again just for the fun of it.
After mid September, I should be freed up again =) Except for assignments...
Other than that, been spending more than what I have budgeted for myself... not good...
Time flies... feel just like yesterday I was on MAS.... that sick feeling I get in my stomach.
Friday, August 16, 2013
Tuesday, August 13, 2013
Sien...
"I tried to earn my way
I tried to tame this mind
You better believe that I tried to beat this
So when will this end it goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keep spinning around I know that it won't stop
Till I step down from this for good
I never thought I'd end up here
Never thought I'd be standing where I am
I guess I kinda thought it would be easier than this
I guess I was wrong now one more time?"
I got to snap out of it XD
Its like the clear blue sky and yet here I am... Sien...
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