Disappointment

... I'll just say this. What ever tiny amount of respect I even have left for my sis is now gone.

CNY Dinner

Well, just had dinner with my family, uncle, aunt, cousins at Seremban. The food was great ^-^... not as special as those in restaurant but the taste is about as good or even better =)

Hmm, the most surprising thing is that my useless sis finally did the dishes for once. This is like super duper rare. She usually just dump the pots, plate, bowl ect ect into the basin and leave it there for me or my mom to wash. Seriously... every single time... she cooks, eat and dump it into the basin and off she goes =.=...

Anyways, Happy CNY to all and hope you get plenty of ang pow with lots of money inside so that you can loose them to me when gambling XD... ok la, maybe not loose... err donate them to me XD
Gong Xi Fatt Chai people.

George Of The Jungle

ahahaha, though this is a old show but I still love it ^-^... for me its funny, though its kinda lame. Part like the talking monkey, the narrator part, the elephant dog (and no its not a type of breed, its actualy an elephant which thinks its a dog or something like that), the horn bill bird which goes tututu or kikiki or something similar to that the cute monkey (seriously cute wei) and also the elephant poop XXDDD...Oh ya, I also didn't know that Brendan Fraser acted as George 0.0...

'WATCH OUT FOR THAT TREE' Xp

This Is How It Feels eh...

Silence fills my life at that very moment as emptiness finds its way into me. Though my body may be there, my heart and soul has left its place. Gone and maybe never to return. Though I may smile or laugh, but it carries no joy in it. Nor does it contain any sadness. All that is left is disappointment.
Stuffed myself with too much food then drank too much water -.-... my stomach expanded like a blob and I felt like vomiting like for 20 mins XD... but hey, the food was great =D... although it was just instant noodles, sausages, meatballs and nuggets.
hmm, I've decided to deactivate my fb account... dunno how long it will last though and for reason which I'm not sure of XD
Hmm, the true feeling is actually the feeling of not being invited... sad actually, you though that you were close enough to that person but in the end you were not and others which you believe is not as close to that person as you are were the ones who were invited instead. Hehehehe... I'll never forget this. Those who helped me, I'll return the favor someday, somehow and somewhere. While those who had treated me badly, one day and somehow I'll return the favor too double it not triple. >:l (Basically this is something like the dark side I have in me XD)

there is one thing I've done which I have a reason for doing so... this which I think only Yat Hong knows. But I myself is not sure whether he himself knows that he knows the reason for me doing so XD
Reasons why I hate organizing stuff is simple.
1st - most people will say maybe, I'll try, I think, not sure, hope I can, should be able to, guess. End up they can't come... Why can't they just say yes instead?
2nd - I'm busy on that day, too many activities on that day, too tired, oh I've made other plans, not free at that time and all ends with but I'm free any other day... I'm I that unlucky to choose that day out of all the days?
3rd - who is going, not close with them la, I don't want to do that, Is --- going?, If --- goes I'll go... =.=
4th - oops sorry, I forgot that it was today and I've made other plans
5th - sorry can't go... this I actually don't mind, at least they tell right away.
... this is what friends are suppose to be eh?... what happen to all the cow dung about friendship...being there when you need them, going through thick and thin together and telling the truth?... maybe I'm just mixing with the wrong kind of people... or maybe its just me or am I expecting too much from others or maybe that is just how life is... I wonder, when will this feeling I feel end?
=(

hehehe Yati...

I'll try to keep everything short from now on... too many words = more spelling error = more boring = more crap... so less words would mean less all of the above... maybe I'll let pictures do most of the talking if I ever did take any...

Anyways, Why doesn't anything goes the way I planned it to go?... Is it because I'm bad at planning or am I bad at executing the plan or maybe I'm bad at both.

No point in thinking too much about things in the past that cannot be changed... but I can't help but to think about them =(

Oh ya, downloaded some new songs :
30 Seconds To Mars - Hurricane
Avril Lavigne - What The Hell
Keith Urban - Put You In A Song
Big Time Rush - Halfway There
Train - Marry Me
Tell Me Its Ok from The Jerk Theory
The Avett Brothers - Distraction #74

'You do not have to be alone.The world never inflicts loneliness upon us. That is something we choose or reject by ourselves' taken from Darren Shan... quite true right? Everybody has a choice which will lead to numerous outcomes =)